How I desire to feel leather cuffs around my wrist and ankles. My arms raised above my head and attached to a hook. My bare legs spread apart and secured with a spreader bar. A red rubber ball gag fills my mouth, permitting me only to moan and drool. A soft silky blindfold blocks my site and only heighten the anticipation of what's to come. Mistress walks in a circle around me dragging her finger over my naked flesh. Stopping every once in a while, leaving her finger linger for a moment. Just long enough for me to feel her make a couple gentle swirls, causing my nerves to spring to life in expectation of Mistress next move. Only to have her continue the circling of her helpless prey. Finally you hear Mistress boot stop their march right in front of me. I can feel her warm breath upon my skin, and I get a good smell of her perfume as she leans into me and blows in my ear. My poor penis twitches in it steel prison, straining with a futility to stand erect. Mistress laughs at the site of my poor cock doing it's orgasmic dance for Mistress amusement. I hear the sound of air being sliced, seconds before I feel the business end of a crop striking one nipple than the next. This repeats back and forth for awhile on my chest. When my tender nipples are properly warmed up. I hear Mistress pull something from her person. It sounds like metal as the item strikes upon itself. Mistress then rolls and pinch each nipple until they are fully erect. I know now what is coming and do not have to wait long before feeling the bite of the first clamp and the second only moments later. My lungs filled with air, and my groin pulses with renew vigor, as the sensation of electric bolts race out from my nipples and arcs through every nerve in my body.
Well that is how I would see a scene play out in my mind, or some might say fantasy. To tell you the truth I have no idea of a real life Mistress and slave relationship would be. I have that one image of the BDSM lifestyle that is revealed in the pages of erotica and those short porn clips on the internet. But I ask myself is that really it, or is their more. What is a 24\7 relationship, you can't always be in character, if that is the right way to say it. Are the erotica stories true. Do slaves remain naked at home? Do slaves go to work or out on the town wearing a remote vibrating device. Is going to see a profession domme the same as serving a lifestyle domme? And really what does it mean to serve your Mistress, Master or Owner? A lot of questions I am asking the universe, or is it just babbling pointlessly.
I realize very young I like being tied up. I was the kid that wanted to get tied up while playing cowboys and indians. Then life happened, I grew up, found a job, got married, bought a house, had a family, built a business. After that life became complicated, I had a mental breakdown, had to close the business, leave the house and move into a rental townhouse. I lost a major amount of my mobility from all the abuse I put on my back throughout my career, and having surgery on my back failed to improve it.
The rock bottom is not a great place to be, but it does have a silver lining. Their is only one way to go and that is up. So I started climbing, and it is starting to pay off. There is light piercing the darkness, Small as the light is, there is a glimmer of hope. It is in this hope that I am examining myself, In that examination one of the things I started exploring is my interest in bondage and tied and teased, and that desire to explore the lifestyle that is BDSM. First my fetish is not inspired by the trilogy "The Fifty Shades of Grey". In fact I was disappointment in novels. No my lust comes from years of sitting on the outside looking in, wanting and wishing but never stepping. I tried to introduce my wife to bondage and kink, but she has no interest. I never worked up the courage to visit a Dominatrix, not to mention staying faithful to my family. I am trying to figure out my submissive side with social media. I am still very much a rookie at this. Some inroads have been made. I met my lovely Mistress on social media, and I excepted being collared as her long distance slave. Now I am happily under contract and owned by her until next winter. After that if Ma'am still wants me, I will sign a year contract. A last I still ache to be restrained, teased and to be kept wondering if a climax is in my cards. I tried scratch that itch with erotic M/s hypnosis. I listened to many files and many different Dommes, but I never felt like I was bound and dominated. With that time will March on. Tomorrow another year pass and I turn 49 years old. If it was possible the birthday present I would like. Is the answer to my question, How does a slave serve his Mistress. We all have wishlist as to what we would like happen to us. But what is a Dommes wishlist, other than the slave must obey every command. 48 years have passed. I do not want to be on the outside looking in anymore. I want to finally climb out of that hole, step through the door into the light and live again.
Sorry! boys it's time for Mistress to lock up those cocks
Male chastity!
Mistress Cassidy has me writing about male chastity for my standing
order this week. Now I personally never wore a chastity device. But
dew to prescribe medication, I have suffered the effects of Erectile
Dysfunction for a few years. So, I can kind of relate to slaves who do
wear devices to prevent erections and worse, a good orgasm.
As I started this blog, I searched for some information on male
chastity devices. What I have come to find out, unlike their female
counterparts which is believed by many to have been invented in the
1100's. Male chastity devices are far younger. Patents show that
the earliest male chastity belts were introduced in the 1800's. The
purpose for these early devices were to keep young men from
masturbating. Which at that time people believe caused insanity. Funny
though, jump ahead some two hundred years and we still use them to
prevent masturbation.
But now chastity devices are being put on bdsm
slaves by their owners, to cause the slave a feeling of frustration.
Along with the feeling of being insane after his Mistress has teased
and edged his cock for a prolong time.
I wonder what the original
designers of male chastity belt would think of their invention being
used as a sex toy, in comparison to it being invent for a medical
tool. From what I have read, the male chastity belt start showing up
in erotica and pornography in the 1930's and in the mid 50's being
mass produce for the sex toy industry.
Today male chastity devices are a common part of a Domme and slave
relationship. Slaves are securely locked up in their little cock
cages, hoping that today is that day that Mistress will finally grant
him his release and permission to orgasm. A slave's Domme thus becomes
his key holder, and from that moment on she owns his orgasms. Guys
have you ever wonder what it would be like to have a woman have that
control over you. Sure, your owners can tie you up and flogged you, but
that will always be in the here and now. But a chastity device, she
control you and your penis every minute of every day. Feels
delightfully intoxicating and frustrating at the same time. Being the
key holder your mistress will most likely tease you by putting the key
for your cage, on a nice chain and keeping it in full view around her neck,
to tease you constantly as to who has control of your manhood.
Below are some of the examples of different cock cages and chastity
belts. Some are very adorable starting around $15 for a simple cage to
a belt that is over $200. There is a pretty pink cage that any macho
man would be embarrassed as hell to wear openly in public at a bdsm
party for about $40.
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Then there is a few that look like they were found
at a Trekkie convention. I can see it now. Dr Mckoy strapping one on
Kirk in an attempt to keep the Captain’s mind on the mission for a
change. With Spock saying, "this seem most illogical Dr." as Kirk
stands there with is pants around his ankles, with nurse Chapel
waiting to snap the lock in place and put the key around her neck for
save keeping. LOL.
I fail though,
I tried to find App remote
controlled vibrating cock cages that could be used in long distant
slave training relationships. But I came up empty on finding them,
maybe they will show up in a later post.
Even though I would not consider male chastity at the top of my list
of fetishes. I could see myself submitting to Mistress Cassidy as my
key holder if I was a slave visiting her regularly at her studio in
person. I would like to note that if asked, I like the cock cage with
the leash attached.
You Can read more stories here ;
https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?tab=mj&blogID=920042258652094889#allposts
controlled vibrating cock cages that could be used in long distant
slave training relationships. But I came up empty on finding them,
maybe they will show up in a later post.
Even though I would not consider male chastity at the top of my list
of fetishes. I could see myself submitting to Mistress Cassidy as my
key holder if I was a slave visiting her regularly at her studio in
person. I would like to note that if asked, I like the cock cage with
the leash attached.
You Can read more stories here ;
https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?tab=mj&blogID=920042258652094889#allposts
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