A summer of writing

It has been a busy summer of writing for me. I have written several posts for both my blog and for Mistress Cassidy too. I am now working on two more stories for future postings on my blog. Back in May, I read on Mistress Cassidy blog or in her  FetLife group that she was asking if anyone was interested in putting a guest post on her blog. I volunteered. What started as a one-off guest post has blossomed into me writing several articles over the summer. It has been going so good that I am considering becoming Mistress's collared slave again. Well, I have already agreed to the collar. I am just waiting for the formality of the slave contract. The last several posts have been about my negotiation with Mistress over the collar with a couple of rewards and punishments thrown in for some fun. The list that you see below are the links to all of the posts that I have been part off since May. Mistress has been busy lately with various other pursuits that you can also read about in her blog. I do not have any task assigned to me right now. So I asked Mistress for permission to write this post. Mistress Cassidy is more than my soon to be Owner. She is a friend. So as one great person once said (friends support friend's projects) I invite you to read about what she has been doing with her long-distance sub. I would be remised for not pointing this out too. Mistress is a stickler for spelling and grammar and lets us not forget about typos too. As her slave, I should not permit any in my work. I could face a penance for failing to catch any errors that I might make. I think Mistress would welcome any comments if I did leave any errors. So please contact her if you wish. and enjoy reading the articles. The list of posts starts with the most recent one Thursday, August 23, 2018, and goes back to May.

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/08/voyeuristic-thursday-slave-allans-reward.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/08/voyeuristic-thursday-slave-allan-public.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/08/q-tuesday-floggers-and-impact-toys.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/08/voyeuristic-thursday-slave-allans.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/08/little-late-tuesday-q-with-slave-allan.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/08/voyeuristic.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/07/tuesday.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/07/a-private-conversation.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/07/what-makes-good-submissive.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/06/guest-post-by-our-slave-allan.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/05/-cant-stay-away.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/05/slave-allan.html

http://mistresscassidycreamsmusings.blogspot.com/2018/05/guess-whos-back.html

Goals For August

Some Goals

For the first time in a long time, I am sitting at my keyboard typing out sentences for a topic that I didn't come up with. This time I have a direct order form Mistress Cassidy, and if I don't want to end up on KP duty. I better do it. But before I get started. There is something I would like to say formally.

*Yes!*  Mistress Cassidy. I would like to be your collared slave.

Okay, that is one item off the list. You see Mistress has tasked me with providing my personal and BDSM goal for the next month. My proclamation was my foremost goal for both personal and BDSM.

Alright, let's start with personal stuff as the appetizer. And keep the BDSM for the main course, And since losing some weight is always part of my personal goal. I will have to pass on dessert :)

Personal

With the summer holidays in the second half and every adult knows it is not easy to keep people occupied and away from the dreaded "I'm bored." So this month despite the constant chronic pain. My wife and I will fill some of the time with day trips.

No one knows yet but this month when the family heads to Parc Safari.
I am going to tag along. The surprise will be overwhelming to everyone because I have been sitting out on family excursions for the last couple of years. I am looking forward to their expressions when they realize that I am
going.

I am blessed to be living halfway between two of Canada's bigger cities. Both the country's second biggest city Montreal, and the nation's capital, Ottawa, is an hour drive from us. I want to take the family to the top of Mount Royal in Montreal. Especially at night. The lights of the city are breathtaking. 

 

Mount Royal

Staying with Montreal, all hands would enjoy spending time at
the historic Old Port of Montreal. While at the Port I would like to take everyone on a Dinner Cruise. That one is a big personal goal.

The Old Port of Montreal

Now on another day, I would like to pile everyone into the van and visit Ottawa. We would visit the parliament buildings. While we're on Parliament Hill we would go up to the top of The Peace Tower, and if we are lucky, we might even witness The Changing of the Guard ceremony. I personally want to visit the
newly renovated Museum of Science and Technology. And it wouldn't be a
family trip to Ottawa if we didn't stop at the airport to watch the planes take off and land.

The other thing I want to do is expand on my knowledge of online commerce. There is money to be made online.I didn't do much in the month of July. This month I want to make time to launch a few ideas that I saw on YouTube. I have found 2 individual on YouTube that I find genuine and honest.

They both release videos about different sites that they have tried and made money from. Let me point out these are not pie in sky opportunities. These are small task jobs that pay you for your work. For me, the amount I earn is based on my efforts, and I want to apply myself more. So over the next month, I want to choose two sites. Learn how to use them, and see if I can generate some revenue. I also want
to write more content for my BDSM blog and start a vanilla blog about my journey into the online market. I guess for the next month that's it for my personal goals.

BDSM

BDSM goals for the month. I mentioned the most important one at the beginning of this post. I also want to apply myself more for when Mistress Cassidy asks me to do some training. There is also the new contract to take into account. I need to be ready both mentally and physically whenever Mistress Cassidy present me with it.

I want to find the necklace that represents my collar from my last contract. I might be required to have it again. Working at improving my
schedule is important. So I can provide Mistress Cassidy time to do my task-based tribute. And silly me. I can't remember where I hid those lacey panties.

At one time Mistress and I talked about recording a hypnosis session. I would like to find out if Mistress still wants to do the recording. I am not getting myself excited about a hypnosis session. It is summer time and Mistress is very busy. So after establishing if Mistress is even still interested. We can figure out when to do a session.

I also need to retrain my mind this next month, to the fact that I have agreed to become someone's slave. I have to also remember that Mistress Cassidy will once again be my Owner, and I have to obey her. Also this month I have to practice what I promised in a previous post. I need to stop fantasizing about what I believe a collared slave is.

So a lot of this month's goals are learning how to think like a collared slave. This is an important goal to remember. I am Mistress's slave, and my job is to help her and to see that she is happy. Also before the month is up. I hope to have replaced my thinking, that a punishment is fun. A punishment comes from making Mistress upset. Which goes against my primary objective of keeping Mistress happy. I want, to the best of my abilities to stay away from being punished. I also think this goal is
important. To enjoy this experience. So these are the goals I have to work and improve on over the next month. Lastly this month I want to plant the seeds in establishing my true BDSM identity.

Bye for now

Allan

An LDR conversation

A fictional story

Blinking once more I stare more intensely at the screen. Several
months earlier I decided to bring myself into the modern times and join
social media. But unlike my fellow friends and family, I wasn't interestedk
in the vanilla sites that the rest of the world flock towards. No, I wanted
something that I could explore my hidden kinky side, and I found just
such a site online. So I joined and started learning how to navigate
around the site. I made my share of mistakes and stepped on a few toes.
But with practice, I got better at it. Before long I was joining my first
groups and even joined into a few discussion. Then one day in one of
the discussions I replied to this question in one of the groups. A
female dominant discussion or femdom for short. Well, my response
caught the eye of the Mistress that authored the question. That
first question leads to a private message, then to exchanging emails,
which lead to a chat forum. Finally landing me here staring at his
phone reading a text message. "Would you like me, sub, to take you
into consideration for my collar?" I knew that a collar was a big deal
in BDSM. Any video clip I had ever watched either started with a
collar being put on a slave or a slave was wearing one attached to a
leash. "Mistress, forgive me for being naive. But could you explain
what you mean by that?" I typed into my keyboard. "Of course sub,
it will be my pleasure," she replies. "Over the last little while you have 

demonstrated qualities that I consider favorable.. So if you

think that you would like to wear my collar and become my

exclusive property, slave. Excepting that I am your owner and you

belong to me, and that you have to obey me. Then go ahead and ask me
to consider you for a collar." I read the print off a couple of times before
asking another question. "So, if I say yes Mistress consider me. Then
what happens?" I type in. After a minute or so of waiting, I see her
message appear across the screen. "Well sub, first I would take
several days to look back on our relationship and decide if you are
worthy of my training. If I decide that I would like you to wear my
collar. I would contact you to tell you the news. I would congratulate
you, then inform you that you're no longer a sub. You are now to
consider yourself and introduce yourself as my collared slave. We
would then have a conversation to make sure that you realize that I am
now going to be your Owner, and that you are now my property and that
you belong to me." I read the sentences on my screen.  I
continue to watch as more words appear.  "At this point sub, I will give
you one last chance to back out. If you wish to continue on, I will
then send you a slave contract. I usually give you a week to
consider it. I ask you to read every rule carefully so you understand the contract.
I am flexible, I will permit changes so that you are comfortable with
what you're agreeing to, because if you decide to continue sub. I will
not permit changes once you sign. Once the contract is signed I give
you a copy and put the original in my safe. Then, my dear, you belong to
me. My collared slave to torment and tease as I see fit." I gulp as I
finish reading. The words are both exciting me and scaring me at the
same time. It feels like there is a heartbeat in my crotch. I dreamed
of this happening to me. I will be a slave and I would have to obey my
Mistress. It's great. Then why am I shaking, is it because I have to
sign a contract, is that why I am nervous. Leaning back in my chair, I
take a sip of my coffee and just stare at the screen. Do I, or don't I
become her slave? After several minutes of reflection, I type. "May I
ask what you would have me do as your slave?" ten minutes tick by with
no reply. Did I say something wrong, is she gone? My heart starts to
race at the thought that I made her mad. Standing I pace at my chair
and swallow some more coffee. Taking a chance I look at the computer
screen. Nothing, nothing nothing, S appears on my screen. Grabbing my
chair I sit and start reading the letters O, R, R, Y. Sorry, she wrote
sorry my brain screams as I continue reading. "Sorry sub I had to take
a phone call. You want to know what I am going to do with you. Well, I
can't tell you everything but you will have to session with me on
Skype. I will require you to purchase a couple of smart-phone
controlled toys and items. Have some BDSM toys, and you will be using your 

phone to take me along on a shopping trip. But I can't ruin the surprise by telling 

you for what. Not just yet anyway. So sub did you have something to
ask? What should I do I thought as I read the screen a third time. Inhaling
I start to reply "Yes, Mistress, I do have a question. With respect
Mistress, would you please consider me to be your collared slave?"
"Wonderful" she types "I will get back to you in a few days with my
decision. I have to go now, sub. Behave for Mistress, Ok. Bye." and
she was gone. Holy crap what the hell am I get myself into this
time..........

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