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An update on "Some fun with edging"

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Some fun with edging

Just a brief post to let you know what I am trying to do. As anyone who follows this blog knows I have E.D from the medication I take. Having this disability has not stopped my desire for the euphoric high you have when one orgasms or if you prefer release. A little while ago I discovered that through mental imagery and nipple stimulation I could produce an orgasm. Not as intense as the ones I use to have from stimulating my cock. But an orgasm none the less. Lately, I find myself having some free time. So I challenged myself to a little task. Five days ago on Wednesday night, I was laying in bed working on another post for this blog. I am working on another story which involves FemDomme, nipple pinching, tease and denial, and lots of edging. The story got me to thinking what it would be like to tease and edged myself. So I put down my tablet. Took my nipples between my thumbs and index fingers and started twisting and pinching both nipples back forth. It felt great I want to say. Then I played the mental image in my head of what kind of torment I will do to myself. The combination of fantasy and vigorous nipple torment had me building up to an orgasm in fast order. I stimulated myself close to the brink but not all the way there. I am not disciplined enough yet to ride the very edge without going over. So I stopped all stimulation just before the edge. Just like guys with erections, when I stopped working myself up all the muscle in and around my groin started to pulse. I had to start thinking of paying bills to stop the march to the brink. It's funny though the frustrated feeling I had for stopping before climaxing, felt so dam great in itself. Needless to say, I didn't continue writing in my blog that night. I edged myself repeatedly for the next ninety minutes before forcing myself to stop and go to sleep. The next morning once I was alone again, I repeated the same stimulation routine again. I teased myself for another half hour. Every time I stopped teasing myself the muscles in my groin pulsed and ached, I loved it. So since then, I have been spending an hour and a half hours of edging each day. I also let my fantasies tease me whenever I am in the bathroom or alone in the car or as I watch my favorite mistress with her latest venture. It is quite titillating, to say the least, and watching her is driving me mad by teasing me more. I would like to also mention that now after several days of teasing. It feels like the nerves at the tip of my penis is continuously throbbing. It is both delightful and torturous simultaneously. This experiment is fun, challenging and lonely. Let's face it there is a whole other appeal when there are others involved in the torment. Maybe that is why I am mentioning here. I am not sure how much longer I will be able to keep this up, but if I manage to continue on for several more days, I will write an update to this post. Oh well, time for me to torture myself some more as I enjoy watching a particular mistress.

Update:
https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2018/10/an-update-on-some-fun-with-edging.html

A fictional collaboration between two submissive

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Hello.I use the screen name of slaveallan68, I also answer to allan, and I presume I will have to answer to being called slave someday. I discover my submissive side very early in life playing any game that would find me tied up in some fashion. In my later years, I participated in a few charity slave auctions. It was a thrill being forced, ordered to spend the day wearing some crazy outfit. Some of them  I felt naked in. It was arousing to see groups of people gather around me to watch my owner make her slave do a task. It was embarrassing being made to dance around or made to do push up and sit up. It was also during those years that I discovered I like nipple pinching and being gaged. Those experiences are a couple of other adventures to write about some other time.  I didn't watch porn much. I found it boring. When I did watch one I spent more time fast forwarding to the next scene. I was more interested in the build-up to the sex than the actual deed itself. But one evening in my twenties a buddy of mine shows up with a video he rented. Well in this video there were 3 scenes that prove I liked BDSM. One scene had two women standing with hands tied overhead. Clad in full body latex suits. They were face to face, attached together at the waist with a belt. A man enters with scissors and proceeds to cut out holes in the women latex. At the breast, the butt cheeks and vagina. The scene played out with the women having a vibrator in them and having their nipples pinched and butt spanked. This is the first time I am exposed to actual BDSM. I found myself wishing I was one of the women. I also saw my first ever hogtie in another scene. Before that, I had not even heard of the practice. You could say I was hooked. But at the time there weren't that many videos like that. But when I happen to see a bondage scene I always envision me being one of the actresses or just plain out reversing the roll and the man was the tied- up and naked. one.

Sadly my adult life is rather very vanilla. I meet someone, got married. Did the kid think? The typical Mayberry sort of life. I tried introducing my kink to my wife, but she was not at all receptive to the idea. So I dropped it and lived my life suppressing my fetish. Only playing out my fantasies in my daydreams late at night. There I have put myself in every kind of scene imaginable. Then in 2009 on the day the King of Pop passed away, my wife had her hysterectomy. I have not had sex since then. I also have not been unfaithful and had sex with another woman, including cyber too. I I indulge my needs  by joining sites like this one and spending time with the palm sisters. Come to think of it, I should be good at teased and denial. I have been denied for nine years already :)  Two years ago as I surfed the net searching FemDom. I stumbled upon the word hypnodomme. So I started researching the subject a lot more. Try out various MP3s where ever I could find them. Through those searches, I found various sites like this one. On one of them I met the woman that I was eventually collared to as an LDR slave. We parted in the spring, her real-life dominatrix career was taking her on another path. We remain friends with me occasionally doing a guest post for her blog. So I returned to my quest to become a hypnoslave, which in turn landed me on this doorstep. I was once asked to describe what I would like to accomplish with hypnosis. The easy answer is to be a hypnoslave. But slaves don't have the luxury of the easy answer, do they? So here is what I hope to accomplish with hypnosis.

1: I want to train to be a perfect cyber hypnoslave where I easily respond to the suggestion and orders that are given to me.
2: To train how to easily allow myself to slip into trance
3: Learn how not to be nervous or too excited when submitting to being a subject.
4: To enhance my imagination to vividly and quickly see the scene that the hypnotist has built for me.
5: Respond quickly to the environment my mistress has put me in
6: To remember that as a slave my mistress put me in this scene for her pleasure, as well as mine.
7: I must be respectable and obedient to the mistress and to the situation she puts me in
8: To allow myself to actually feel my restraints and the position I am in.
9: Enhance my mind to feel the sting of the whip, crop or paddle as it impacts my skin
10: How to make my body respond to nipple clamps clipped on my nipples or cock.
11: Train to respond to teasing and denial and the feeling of an endless edging
12:: To enjoy the experience and the feeling of any apparatus I am subjected to
13:  Enjoy the clothing I may be made to wear and not to try and cover myself when ordered to be naked
14:  Train to except that I might be ordered into chastity and that my orgasm belongs to mistress
15: Pratice how to plead to mistress for permission to orgasm
16: Train to know I am a slave and that I am owned by a mistress and her orders are final
17: Remember that I am a slave an I have to obey every order I am given, right  up to the edge of my limits
18: To except that while in trance mistress may have me experience playing with another sub
19: Train that hypnosis is real. Mistress's scene is real, and me being a slave is real
20:  Except my punishment without protest

That pretty well sums up how I wish to show my submission as someone hypnotic slave. Hypnosis is just one of the things I would like to do here. Meeting other people interested in hypnosis and BDSM is very important too. After so many years of suppressing and remaining silent about my submissive side, it is a pleasure to finally be able to talk with other people about it. So if you like this profile please send me a message. I look forward to meeting you.

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https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2018/10/just-brief-post-to-let-you-know-what-i.html