Well
finally I got my answer. Yes, you can get an erection from hypnoses if you have
ED. Let me explain if I may. The prescription medication I take tends to be a
little mean on the body when it comes to "Getting it Up" if you know
what I mean. Well a year ago I started inquiring in hypnoses groups and with a
few Dommes who's profile said they did erotic hypnoses. I asked the question
"Can hypnoses give you an erection if you have erectile dysfunction?"
I got a lot of response stating the obvious to talk to my doctor about my meds.
But no one said yes or no to my question.
Now
fast forward to Saturday night. Let's just say I was home for the evening
alone. After watching some tv and writing some emails I decided to do some
YouTube surfing while I was lying in bed. I started off with your run of the
mill vanilla searches but somehow by just pressing on the link on the side of
YouTube I eventually found myself staring at a list of hypnodomme recordings.
As I was scanning through the list I came by one of my favorite Domina's. I used
to view a lot of her recordings before discovering FetLife. I was going through
the title on YouTube, but I had view most of them already. I was about to type
in another search when I remembered that the Domina had recording on a site
called Soundgasm. So, I looked it up and sure enough she was there, and she had
tons of new recording I had not listen to before. I stopped on one that was
about reinforcing some old triggers and adding new ones. I had not listened to
Domina in a long time, so I was not sure what would happen.
As
soon as the recording started Domina's sweet voice wrapped around me like a
mother's embrace. I was all encompassed from the moment she said the first
trigger "my sweet boy". After that I was hooked on every word that
followed. I was calm, relaxed and at peace. I guess the best way to explain how
I felt like is to remember back to Saturday morning cartoons and the Bugs Bunny
show. You know those scenes were Sylvester the cat was hungry and when his nose
picked up a delicious smell he would float in thin air towards the food. Well
that is how I felt when listening to Domina's voice. I hung off each word she
said. Then it happened, as Domina was introducing the trigger words
"Slave" and "Sensual" I felt something for the first time
in many years. That stir in your shorts as you feel your penis uncoil and reach
for the sky. It did not grow to its full pulsing penis I remembered, but we got
80% of the way there. It was a wonderful thing to see, my shorts making a
teepee once again.
As
I listened to the recording I followed the direction and unfurled my shaft and
started stroking. Slow at first and then gradually picking up the tempo until I
was jerking away rapidly. I had that feeling of wanting as the pressure grew.
Up and down, up and down my hand went building to that moment of release. But
just as I was reaching the goal line I hear "We're home. Where are
you?" and the sound of feet on the stairs climbing up towards my room. I
did not have time to push myself those last few strokes to release. So, I
rapidly removed my hand away from my pulsing, wanting and twitching penis. I
quickly composed myself and pretended to be stirring from a deep sleep. As the
door swung open and the light came on stealing the last hopes of a long overdue
release. Now if that isn't the ultimate tease and denial. That erection had me
though, it was all I could think about.
So
later that evening after everyone was asleep I visited Domina's recordings
again. In that time between shutting down my release and going back to online
she had posted a new recording. So, I opted for the new piece. This one was
about being a good obedient boy and there will be lots of edging and a ruined
orgasm at the end. Even with the threat of a ruined orgasm, I went ahead and
listened. Once again Domina's recorded voice had me rise to the occasion much
the same as the first time. Once again, I followed the instruction as they were
said and eventually building up to the edge once again. Sadly, at this point if
I was submitting in real I would have been disobedient. As the recording was
saying to hold the edge while you continued to stroke vigorously as I was
counted down to the number two at which time I was to stop stroking and at one
release, in effect ruining the orgasm. I did neither. First there was no way I
would be able to hold on through Domina's torturous signature countdowns.
Second it had been such a long time since I was able to have a true release I
could not bring myself to ruin it. So, I had my moment of glory and one of
shame too at having my release and not obeying the recording. I then clean
myself up and went off to bed with a warm fuzzy feeling.
Regrettably
since that evening I have tried to achieve another erection, but to no success.
But do not despair, I was happy with the fact that I was able to get hard twice
from a hypnotic recording and hold out faith it will happen again sometime in
the future.
Bye
slave allan
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