Looking forward to 2019

New Years Eve 2018. The new year 2019 is just an hour and a half away and I need just one more post to past last year"s amount of 42. I have several underway, but none ready for publishing. I have done my Christmas stuff a song and a poem if you haven't seen them. As for 2018 I feel that I have grown as a writer and look forward to writing even more. I am even thinking of trying some of the writing apps to earn some money just to start out. Who know it might just lead to something. One is aloud to dream. But as for this post I am just doing some resolutions for the new year. Stuff to improve my submissive side.

First I am starting with the goal of shedding 2 lbs a week this whole year. That is a goal that is small and do able, and if successful I will reach a more pleasant image of myself.

2: Comply with my doctor and change my eating to remove foods known to cause inflammation. Which should encourage me to be more active and moving more.

3: Reward myself if successful in losing 70 LBS with a visit to a Dominatrix

4: Provide a monthly post to update my progress. This will keep me accountable to somebody.

5: Allow myself to purchase clothes for myself. I always put the needs of others ahead of mine. So to increase my wardrobe from 4 shirts, 2 pair of pants. 7 boxes. 12 soaks, 1 pair of boots. 1 winter coat and a pair of gloves.

6: I want to spend more time chatting to others interested in BDSM.

7: Go to a munch or two, meet the local crowd that may lead to some play partners.

8: I purchased a vibrating egg that is controlled by a smartphone. It would be fun to find someone interested in controlling me with it.

9: I need to get myself some actual toys. Cuffs, gag, blindfold, clamps, a plug, paddle, tens unit and maybe even some smart padlocks for some LDR bondage with someone. Anybody interested.

10: Too connect with a particular Mistress to finally submit my mind into her hypnotic slave with hypnosis.

I guess that is it. Kind of looks like a Letterman top 10 list. I do hope that I can relie on you guys to keep my nose to the grind stone, and please don't let me get of scot-free if I fail. If I do I am submitting myself to the comments of this blog. Remind me that I am a sub to this blog, and your comments are my Mistress. Midnight nears and this needs to be posted, So HAPPY NEW. See you in 2019.