How do I solve a crisis

I was supposed to be writing about my first Skype session and reporting on a punishment I have to do. Sadly I am not. I had to cancel the Skype session and due to an ongoing crisis, I was unable to complete the punishment as instructed. Being a slave I am sure I will be held accountable for this failure to serve my owner. But it was unavoidable.
 Over the past few years, I have had endured a lot of challenges. On the plus side, I do have many community partners coming to the aid. And to them, I say thank you. I even have a shout out to my Owner for her shoulder. Having to serve and obey her has sometimes given me the escape I badly needed. Nobody knows how many time I wished I was able to schedule an appointment in her dungeon. Just to be able to enter a different world and reality, even for a brief time. From an LDR perspective this week I sign a contract collaring me to my owner for the next 12 months. So as her collared slave I was disappointed I failed her this week.
But this blog is not about slave allan or a scene. A punishment or a reward. Not even a smartphone-controlled device or toy. It is just your average middle age man who need an outlet for a moment. No, I am not going to running my mouth off about a service or a person. Or what things are causing my grief.
This post is actually about nothing. Or better yet it is self-therapy. As long as I am writing I am forget how tired I am from only sleeping about 10 hours over the last 5 days. And for a moment my brain is distracted and I don't feel the constant pulsing of my muscles screaming for relief in the form of sleep. I tried last night to listen to a hypnodomme file knowing I might get punished because I didn't ask for permission from my Owner. I just needed a distraction from life's pain and I was tired of the TV. Sadly the file did not give me the therapy I was searching for. Then later I was thinking like a 20-year-old. If I orgasm the release of chemicals in my brain would make me happy and sleep would soon follow I hope. A last this failed to bring the desired sleep that I dearly needed. Now I am still awake and sleep still not on the horizon, and in my quest for relief, I now have two punishable offenses hanging over my head.
Sadly from the lack of sleep I suffered a mini breakdown on Saturday morning. I was shaking, crying and rocking myself back and forth in my seat as I hugged a stuff toy. The questions that was being asking me that require me making a decision. I couldn't respond to. I just stared blankly at the wall.
Anyone who has followed this blog since the beginning knows all about my mental and physical challenges. This episode scared me a lot. I know all to well what depression is and I do not wish to see the bottom of that hole again anytime soon.
So why am I writing this. I really don't know. Maybe part of me is hoping for an idea to make things right in the world again. And part of me is looking for comfort. The one constant though. Tomorrow I will get up look life in the face to see what the day might bring.

Bye.
slave allan

More control when training an LDR slave

 

What is the one constant with most sex toys. Think about a Sybian, a piston ramming fucking machine, a vibrating wand etc. They are all dependent on electricity to operate. So if you wanted to play with an LDR slave online you are limited on what you can do right? You can order the sub to do this or that think to themselves as you sit and watch. But your board, because you're not actually engaged, are you.

 What if I told you of a smartphone device that puts you back in the driver's seat. Let me introduce the smartphone-controlled electric switch. You have the sub plug at toy into the switch, and turn the toy to full power. Now add a little smartphone bondage. As the dominant, you can click the power on and off teasing your sub endlessly.

Yawn! After a little while, you grow tired again. It great you are able to play with your sub. You control the on and off switch for their toy. The problem that arises, the sub becomes accustomed as what to expect. Sure the stimulation is taken away. But the sub knows that the pleasurable feeling will return. A Sybian becomes stale if all it does is turn on and off.

Now entering the smartphone-controlled toy boxes is this. Okay, you bite. What is it? This my friends is a smartphone-controlled dimmer switch. Say again a dimmer what?

Switch! A long distance owner can now control the toy speed as well as it's on and off feature. That Sybian now becomes more fun to torment with. The sub now has no idea what sensation they will be feeling next. Just like RL, a dominant can set the toy to an almost madding slow speed. Giving a sub just enough sensation to get them excited but no release. Or you can go full power and pull one orgasm after another from the helpless submissive. Fun wouldn't you say.

So lets review. There are the smart vibrators and butt plugs. I covered bondage with the smartphone. And rounding out by plugging in the two smart switches. Next time electrostimulation with a smartphone. A shocking fun time.

Bye
slave allan.

LDR Key Holder

               Can your dominant be your key holder in a long distance relationship?

 YES! according to my Owner in a Q and A on her blog. You most definitely can have an LDR key holder agreement.

But how is that possible with the distance between us? Might be a question someone would ask. Well, first you have to trust each other. The dominant needs to know that the sub is committed to being in chastity, and will not cheat. The sub has to trust that once that lock snaps shut that their dominate will keep them safe.

 Ok. Trust is not the issues then and both parties have talked about what is expected from each other. You have selected the chastity device and decide upon a start date and a possible end date what now. In a real-life relationship the sub is locked in their cage and the dominate will hang the key around their neck to tease their subs. They also are able to get together to examine the cage and if it pleases the dominant they may decide to have some fun with their subs predicament and tease, edge and deny an orgasm.

 Alright now, let's add a state, a province, a country or an ocean between the dominant and submissive. A long-distance relationship. The dominant and submissive are as committed as their RL counterparts to have key holder relationship. But how you may ask. The dominate can't physically lock the cage on the sub. The dominate can't dangle the key in front of the sub
teasingly giving the sub the hope of an orgasmic release. You could always mail the keys to the dominate and play via Skype and etc. But there lies a safety issue having the keys so far from the lock. Then there is the power exchange. If I was engaged in such a relationship with my Owner. Just knowing that the means to my release was at my fingertips in my home. Even with the promise to my Owner not to cheat. I would still not feel completely dominated and in a full key holder situation. Can these challenges be overcome? Yes!
Yes, they can.

If you have followed my blog you know that I have been looking into how we can use a smartphone-controlled device in a BDSM scene. In specifically the blog on smartphone controlled locks. All the locks I featured would be too bulky for a concealed key holder device. But not anymore. As if by magic I found the smartphone travel mini padlock. Yep, a small lock designed to go on luggage. How cool is that? Or a chastity device.

So now an LDR owner using Skype can watch as their slave put themselves into a cage. Hear the reassuring click of the lock closing shut. And watch the expression on their slaves face, as they hold up their smartphone reminding the sub who now controls their pleasure. Now combine the key holding with some other smartphone controlled bondage and remote vibrators. Now an LDR
dominant can have just about as much control over their sub as in an RL scene. In a future blog, I will feature controlling a sub using a smartphone pet training collars as a pervertable. 

 So picture this. A Master or Mistress can sit in a favorite spot. With their favorite drink and laptop and phone in hand, and watch without mercy, as their slave beg and plead for release from the endless teasing. Come to think of it. A good multitasking professional owner could easily have a sub in the dungeon and a few key held subs sessioning at the same time. If I remember correctly some of the smart vibrators can be set to vibrate from the sound. So when a paddle connects with the RL sub, the resulting whack could be tormenting the poor sub locked in their cage across the pond so to speak :)

I imagine that there are both happy and upset LDR submissives, who will read this post and be contemplating what if their dominate has read this. Would they soon find themselves sporting a new chastity cage? The dominates may be amused at the thought of being the key holder of a distant sub. All this becoming possible due to one little smart lock.

Bye.
slave allan

Whoa boy: Chapter 3

Click the gate swung closed and locked, after Lady Vicky and I step through. My eyes darted here and there as I took in the site before me. I was staring down a cobblestone pathway, defined by a well kept rose bush hedge on both sides. I could see that the path leads to an open courtyard
of sorts. There was a few traditional wooden picnic tables. And some benchs were scattered around the courtyard here and there too. Lady Vicky lead me to one of the tables and ordered me to sit down. She tied off my reins to the table. "You must be hungry and thirsty after your trip. Let's get you
something then." Lady Vicky said. She then gestured to a nearby naked woman and yells out an order "Hey, you slave girl, go and fetch some food and water for our new guest." as she pointed to me. The slave girl bowed her head and said "Yes my lady" and scurried off into the building behind me. From my vantage point, the building looks like it was some kind of dining hall. The slave girl returns a short time later with a tray, on it was a sandwich, a small garden salad and a glass of water. Lady Vicky looked at me and said. "Baby Doll this slave girl will help you with your lunch. When I return I will get you started with your training." That last sentence sent a shiver up my spine. Lady Vicky then turns her attention to the slave girl and commanded "Slave, remember only remove the bit from his mouth so he can eat. DON'T untie anything else. Have I made myself clear?" "Yes, my Lady" was the slave girls reply as she bowed once again. Then Lady Vicky walked off.

The slave girl is cute in an innocent sort of way. She looked to be in her late 20's or so. Her wavy long brown hair tied back in a single ponytail. She wore a little makeup, but she didn't need it, she would be pretty without it. Her eyes matched her hair color and she had a small demure mouth. Which still wore a smile even with her be naked an enslaved. Her long lean body gave me the impression that she must be into sports too. She put the tray in front of me, then sat down next to me. She reaches over to me and removes the bit from my mouth and put it on the table. As so as my mouth was free I began to say "who ar......" but before I could say more she places a gentle finger over my lips and shook her head to say no. With a couple of quick glances left and right she leans in closer and whispered to me "Ponys are not permitted to speak here. Everything will be explained in
the morning. Now eat quickly, you don't have long before that witch returns." she then leans back picks up half of the sandwich an puts in front of my mouth. I wasted no time and started biting at the sandwich. it was awkward at first, but soon I found a rhythm and devoured all the food.
Just as I was swallowing my last mouth full of water, and as is if on cue Lady Vicky returned. The slave girl was right, Lady Vicky was only gone maybe fifteen minutes. "Oh good you're finished." was her first words, she then looks at my dining partner "Slave, get that bit back in his mouth and
be quick about it too. when you are finished you can return to your regular duties. Prancing Slut is just about finished his workout. He needs to be given a bath before going to the show barn later. Now see to it." The slave girl once again bowed and said: "Yes my Lady" she picks up the bit and gently
fixed it back in place in my mouth, As her face was in front of me she silently mouth the words "good luck" to me. As soon as the last clasp was done the slave girl curtsy and ran off to find Prancing Slut I guess. The lucky bastard I thought. Lady Vicky once again had my reins in her hand and order me to stand. She swatted my backside with her crop a few times and started to speak. "Okay Baby Doll, you have been on your rump so far today, Let's get you over to the yard and work out some of those muscles, that sounds like a lot of fun to me. What do you think pet." she taunts followed by letting out an evil laugh. Lady Vicky pulls on the reins and leads me on a path going around the dining hall.

 The hall had hidden from view (THE YARD). As soon as I cleared the build my new reality was before me. Whitewood fences everywhere. There was a dirt oval track on one side. At the moment two poor souls were dressed similar to me.

 There was one woman and one man. They where both harnessed to separate carts. Sitting pretty up on each of the carts were two women that resemble Lady Vicky. My guess they are trainers too. Each of the riders wields a long whip. Sometime they would snap the whip above their slaves head and every once and a while the whip would kiss slaves bare behind. The two cart where on different ends of the track. One trainer had her slave moving along doing what looks like a quick step. The pair were moving at a fast pace. The next trainer had her girl doing this bizarre high stepping. The poor slave had to raise her leg up so her knee was up to her waist and her leg had to make a perfect 90-degree angle. Then she kicked the raised leg out straight and step forward, then repeat with the other leg. To me, it seems impractical as a way to walk. I just know I glad it wasn't me tied to the cart. The slaves must have been at it for awhile. Both slaves were breathing heavily and their bodies glisten in sweat. I feel a tug on my reins and the sting of the crop on my outer thigh which startled me back to my reality. Lady Vicky smirks at me and says " don't fret my pet, you will have your chance to pull me in a cart soon enough." then she laughs and continues leading me along the pathway.

  I feel a tug on my reins and the sting of the crop on my outer thigh which startled me back to my reality. Lady Vicky smirks at me and says " don't fret my pet, you will have your chance to pull me in a cart soon enough." then she laughs and continues leading me along the pathway. Next, I saw a man and a woman, one was on a contraption that looked like a big hamster wheel

and the other was marching away on a treadmill.
Once again they are all dressed like a pony just like me. By their sweat soaked bodies, I figured these poor people were at it for awhile. They
weren't alone, I saw a couple of trainers there too. Snapping whips and yelling commands like "keep your knees up and so and so get your pace up." I shivered because I figured Lady Vicky would eventually have me tied to the damn things.

Over in another field, I could see some muscle bound guys with their gear on, and a whip-wielding trainer at the end the of their reins.
These guys are harnessed to a wagon of sorts. They would pull for the length
of the field.

Then these naked men on each end of the field would add another stone and then they were off again. I shook my head and continue my March behind Lady Vicky.

 Finally, we stopped at a corral. Lady Vicky opens the gate and led me inside. What I saw before me are what I will call carousels. Two in fact. The first is one was a single pole with a single arm coming off it. Hanging off the arm is two cables to a harness. The second one looked much the same.

  The only difference was this one has four
arms. I failed to notice that Lady Vicky had traded out her crop for a longer whip. The whip had a long shaft, I think it's maybe six feet long. Coming off the end of the shaft is a good eight-foot-long piece of menacing cordage. Lady Vicky made the whip dance in front of me, just to show who is the boss. As Lady Vicky takes the reigns again she says "Bady Doll let's warm up those legs of yours. They must be all cramped up after that long ride. So we will start your training by simply walking for a while.That way you can get comfortable to the harness. We're going to be here awhile. Okay, start walking." Lady Vicky snaps the whip across my ass. The sudden sting was startling, but I got the message. I lift my foot and started moving. The alternative, being whip again scares me. Lady Vicky walks alongside me at the end of the reigns, as I get
uses to the harness. Step after step I get into a comfortable rhythm as I make another loop. All the while Lady Vicky keeps giving me encouragement and praise. She did inflict some pain with the whip several times when I slowed my pace or failed to follow instructions. I tried not to screw up too often. The whip stung, and I think Lady Vicky liked when I gave her a reason to administer a little punishment. The sun was starting to lower in the western sky. I lost count of how many times I circled that pole. My whole body glistens in sweat. It tickles when beads of sweat trickled down my back, and over the crack between my but cheeks. My leg muscles were burning from the continuous marching. Each knee had to come waist high, and if I didn't, Lady Vicky would let me know one way or the other.

 Finally, after what felt like an eternity, I was ordered to stop. "That will do for today girl." Said Lady Vicky as she pats my butt cheek. "Slave! Take Baby doll back to the stables. Make sure you give her a bath and something to eat, before putting her in her stall for the night." Lady Vicky then hand off the reigns to her slave, then turned her attention to me. "You did well today girl. Get some rest tonight, I have a lot planned for you after you meet with Head Mistress. Your owner will be by to see you later. About now she is lounging next to the pool, with a drink. Ha! Ha! Ha!" Lady Vicky laughs as she strolled down a walkway. " ok let's get you to the stable for a bath, girl. By the way girl, my name is slave Jenifer, and I am assigned to Lady Vicky for the duration of your training.." Slave Jenifer lead me out onto the path and towards the stables.

Chapter One: https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2017/04/whoa-boy.html

Chapter Two: https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2017/05/whoa-boy-chapter-2.html

Bondage with Smartphone Controlled Pervertables

Ever since I signed my contract, which gives Mistress Cassidy ownership of me as her LDR collared slave. I have researched new an interesting ways for any LDR owner to have more fun with their slave, sub, pet, property. If you have read any of my earlier blogs you would know that I have written a couple about the use of the smartphone in BDSM (LDR) relationship. I am also tasked by Mistress Cassidy to test and review 4 pervertable items that you can find around your home. It will be the first time I blog about testing pervertable, and if Mistress approves of it, maybe it will become a regular feature in the future. It is while I was working on both blogs that it dawned on me to combine the two subjects. Smartphones and BDSM toys lead to many great vibrators, dildos, butt plugs and cock rings. But it stilled restrict owners to sensation play and teasing and denial, but the owner still relies on the good faith of the slave to obey and not touch themselves. Don't get me wrong I believe strongly in the need for trust between an Owner and a slave in an (LDR) relationship. But I was wanting to find away to make play time and training more like a session in Mistress's dungeon. That required a way to restrict a slave from being able to physically move. Otherwise bondage. The other side of that equation is punishment, but I will cover that in another blog.

So how do you tie up your slave that lives hundreds or thousands of miles away. Google reveals nothing from searching (how to restrain your BDSM slave with a smartphone?) So I searched elsewhere. If there is an app to control a vibrator with your smartphone. What else can a phone control. So being a good slave, I stared searching for everyday vanilla items that were controlled with a smartphone to convert into pervertables.

I am please to say my efforts were successful. What is about to follow are a few of the items that I think an LDR Owner and slave can use for bondage. Now I have not personally tried any of these yet. I am just presenting idea that I think might work. If anyone does try out any of these ideas, please do so safely. Have a back up plan if something does go wrong. And don't do anything stupid or life threating. With that said, if anyone does try anyone of these ideas. I plead that you will let me know about it. I suggest that if you are a new to the scene slave that you purchase a simple beginners set. Don't worry you will make use of everything.

Bondage : 

1. The state of one who is bound as a slave or serf.

2. A state of subjection to a force, power, or influence.

3. The practice of being physically restrained, as with cords or handcuffs, as a means of attaining sexual gratification.

4. Villeinage.  

This is a dictionary's definition of bondage. So how does an owner put their (LDR) slave in bondage. Well here age some of my suggestions.

By chance did anyone watch any of the seasons of "Breaking Bad". Remember near the end of one season when Walter and Jesse had the drug dealer imprisoned in the basement of Jesse's house. Now what did Walter use to keep the drug dealer locked up. Yep! that "U" shaped bike lock. Well it just so happens that there is a model of those locks that can be opened with the smartphone. We have this one by BitLock

https://www.geeky-gadgets.com/bitlock-bike-lock-uses-your-smartphone-as-the-key-video-17-10-2013/

Now I do not recommend you heading to the basement and locking this around your neck and the Jack Post. But if you combine the lock with some leather cuffs, a collar and why the heck not a spreader bar too. Pair it together with a smartphone control vibrator or butt plug, then slave you better take a deep breath, because your owner now has complete control of you. have you been practicing your begging. Because I think your about too. With this lock how many predicament can you Owners put your slave in. Off the top of my head I come up with three Mistress Cassidy could put me in. 1: if you use the jack post I mentioned, you can do a behind the back tie. 2: A ceiling eye bolt would give you an over the head tie. 3: With the help of four short piece chain you can have a hogtie. I am sure therr are many ideas Owners and slaves alike can come up with.

In a BDSM scene what is the equation for fun?
PLUS 
EQUAL A HELL OF A LOT OF FUN. With smart phone controlled pad locks the possibilities are endless. Mistress Cassidy could restrain her (LDR) slave any way her  wicked mind comes up with. As you can see by the logo I found these at Amazon for a reasonable affordable price of a $142.99 Canadian funds. Some day in the future I will own four of these along with some leather cuffs and Mistress's experience.

https://images.google.ca/imgres?imgurl=http%3A%2F%2Fpeacebicycles.com%2Fwp%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2FLinka-Auto-Unlock.gif&imgrefurl=https%3A%2F%2Fpeacebicycles.com%2Fadvice%2Fcool-bike-accessories-commuter%2F&docid=Gz46s75kovQ8HM&tbnid=Btb6TACn1D8pAM%3A&w=426&h=229&source=sh%2Fx%2Fim

What is there to say. It looks like a cuff or a shackle, The purchasing of four would set a Mistress and her slave up nicely. If the opening is big enough to slip your hand out, then just add your leather cuffs again. If left to her own devices Mistress Cassidy could have me bound anywhere with these as well. If you follow the link, click on view more for more great pictures of this gem.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P62REY38qc4&feature=youtu.be

After watching this video and a few others similar to it I had an idea at how to use it in a (LDR) scene. Confinement. In many erotic stories there is the use of cages or cell to lock your slave up in. As you read more on (LDR) or prevertable the use of a small closet is suggested as a way to lock your slave up. Now you really can lock your slave up. You have a bad slave on your hands, or maybe he disappeared with out permission for a while, or he came home with booze on his breath. Well strip him naked have him stick a smartphone controlled butt plug up his ass, and send him to his cell for some quiet time. After a few hours of standing in the dark naked with his hands locked behind his back so he does not get any ideas of passing the time by playing with himself and his ass humming away. So when you send the command over the phone for the lock to open. Then you will have a very compliant slave exiting his time out, before you.

I am going to stop here. But I am not done yet. I have some more smartphone pervertables to share. I still have disciplining to cover and a few self interest to cover. The next post maybe a while though. I skipped my assigned project to share this with you. Even if Mistress loves this post, she may require me to finish my other projects before starting anything new. Or maybe I will be locked away in my cage :)

Bye for now.
slave allan.

(Update) To Smartphone controlled toys

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Hey you should check this out

Tell me, have you ever want to be on the ground floor of something, well now is your chance to. Towards the end of July, my owner orders me to join this website http://www.kinky-social.com/. I was told to review the members, make a profile and report back to Mistress. I was not allowed to send any friend request out. But I was allowed to accept them, with the order that I shared the information with Mistress. I will confess that I did not listen very well. As soon as I was set up I sent Mistress a friend request, oops! 

I like to compare the site to a baby. When I joined, it was just after the birth. Now I would say the baby is sitting up and smiling. Crawling is not far off. And before you know it, that baby will find its legs and be running. Potty trained, well let's not go there :) 

When I joined there were only a few other members. Now it has grown to 4 pages and still growing. The nice thing about being at the beginning is that we get to set the precedent. There are very few groups yet. This allows us to share our interest with others. When you join the bigger establish sites there are so many groups and topics and discussions that a newbie gets lost in the noise. I joined an established site, in fact, it was my first trip into social media. Vanilla or Scene. I made mistakes, step on some toes and got ridiculed by older members. They really made me depressed. instead of saying oh you're new let me help you. you get your an idiot, or your so stupid. Well, http://www.kinky-social.com/ is where we can be the mentor for those who follow.

Right now if you join http://www.kinky-social.com/ the site owner are giving you lifetime free membership with access to everything. You are given the title of founder on your profile. I can't promise how long this offer will be given, I do not know. But to me, it was way too good for me to pass on.

I have started a group dedicated to long distance relationships and training. I have linked the group to my blog and of course listing that I am owned by Mistress Cassidy http://www.cassidycream.com/. I will be doing my best to grow the group and provide a home for any members who are in LDR relationship or those who what to know more about it and those who are curious. And I plan to keep members updated with Mistress's training of her LDR slave. As for Mistress Cassidy, she has two groups on the go. One for people to share their blogs and ideas for blogs. And one for erotic hypnosis. I plan to schedule a session with Mistress to be a subject. So that way I can add a testimonial about being in trance, her technique and if this is a correct statement under her control.  

I plan to indicate on http://www.kinky-social.com/ about this here blog. I am also going to link my other social media accounts here too. So if you want in early on something great. This is the site to do it.  http://www.kinky-social.com/