Goals For August

Some Goals

For the first time in a long time, I am sitting at my keyboard typing out sentences for a topic that I didn't come up with. This time I have a direct order form Mistress Cassidy, and if I don't want to end up on KP duty. I better do it. But before I get started. There is something I would like to say formally.

*Yes!*  Mistress Cassidy. I would like to be your collared slave.

Okay, that is one item off the list. You see Mistress has tasked me with providing my personal and BDSM goal for the next month. My proclamation was my foremost goal for both personal and BDSM.

Alright, let's start with personal stuff as the appetizer. And keep the BDSM for the main course, And since losing some weight is always part of my personal goal. I will have to pass on dessert :)

Personal

With the summer holidays in the second half and every adult knows it is not easy to keep people occupied and away from the dreaded "I'm bored." So this month despite the constant chronic pain. My wife and I will fill some of the time with day trips.

No one knows yet but this month when the family heads to Parc Safari.
I am going to tag along. The surprise will be overwhelming to everyone because I have been sitting out on family excursions for the last couple of years. I am looking forward to their expressions when they realize that I am
going.

I am blessed to be living halfway between two of Canada's bigger cities. Both the country's second biggest city Montreal, and the nation's capital, Ottawa, is an hour drive from us. I want to take the family to the top of Mount Royal in Montreal. Especially at night. The lights of the city are breathtaking. 

 

Mount Royal

Staying with Montreal, all hands would enjoy spending time at
the historic Old Port of Montreal. While at the Port I would like to take everyone on a Dinner Cruise. That one is a big personal goal.

The Old Port of Montreal

Now on another day, I would like to pile everyone into the van and visit Ottawa. We would visit the parliament buildings. While we're on Parliament Hill we would go up to the top of The Peace Tower, and if we are lucky, we might even witness The Changing of the Guard ceremony. I personally want to visit the
newly renovated Museum of Science and Technology. And it wouldn't be a
family trip to Ottawa if we didn't stop at the airport to watch the planes take off and land.

The other thing I want to do is expand on my knowledge of online commerce. There is money to be made online.I didn't do much in the month of July. This month I want to make time to launch a few ideas that I saw on YouTube. I have found 2 individual on YouTube that I find genuine and honest.

They both release videos about different sites that they have tried and made money from. Let me point out these are not pie in sky opportunities. These are small task jobs that pay you for your work. For me, the amount I earn is based on my efforts, and I want to apply myself more. So over the next month, I want to choose two sites. Learn how to use them, and see if I can generate some revenue. I also want
to write more content for my BDSM blog and start a vanilla blog about my journey into the online market. I guess for the next month that's it for my personal goals.

BDSM

BDSM goals for the month. I mentioned the most important one at the beginning of this post. I also want to apply myself more for when Mistress Cassidy asks me to do some training. There is also the new contract to take into account. I need to be ready both mentally and physically whenever Mistress Cassidy present me with it.

I want to find the necklace that represents my collar from my last contract. I might be required to have it again. Working at improving my
schedule is important. So I can provide Mistress Cassidy time to do my task-based tribute. And silly me. I can't remember where I hid those lacey panties.

At one time Mistress and I talked about recording a hypnosis session. I would like to find out if Mistress still wants to do the recording. I am not getting myself excited about a hypnosis session. It is summer time and Mistress is very busy. So after establishing if Mistress is even still interested. We can figure out when to do a session.

I also need to retrain my mind this next month, to the fact that I have agreed to become someone's slave. I have to also remember that Mistress Cassidy will once again be my Owner, and I have to obey her. Also this month I have to practice what I promised in a previous post. I need to stop fantasizing about what I believe a collared slave is.

So a lot of this month's goals are learning how to think like a collared slave. This is an important goal to remember. I am Mistress's slave, and my job is to help her and to see that she is happy. Also before the month is up. I hope to have replaced my thinking, that a punishment is fun. A punishment comes from making Mistress upset. Which goes against my primary objective of keeping Mistress happy. I want, to the best of my abilities to stay away from being punished. I also think this goal is
important. To enjoy this experience. So these are the goals I have to work and improve on over the next month. Lastly this month I want to plant the seeds in establishing my true BDSM identity.

Bye for now

Allan

An LDR conversation

A fictional story

Blinking once more I stare more intensely at the screen. Several
months earlier I decided to bring myself into the modern times and join
social media. But unlike my fellow friends and family, I wasn't interestedk
in the vanilla sites that the rest of the world flock towards. No, I wanted
something that I could explore my hidden kinky side, and I found just
such a site online. So I joined and started learning how to navigate
around the site. I made my share of mistakes and stepped on a few toes.
But with practice, I got better at it. Before long I was joining my first
groups and even joined into a few discussion. Then one day in one of
the discussions I replied to this question in one of the groups. A
female dominant discussion or femdom for short. Well, my response
caught the eye of the Mistress that authored the question. That
first question leads to a private message, then to exchanging emails,
which lead to a chat forum. Finally landing me here staring at his
phone reading a text message. "Would you like me, sub, to take you
into consideration for my collar?" I knew that a collar was a big deal
in BDSM. Any video clip I had ever watched either started with a
collar being put on a slave or a slave was wearing one attached to a
leash. "Mistress, forgive me for being naive. But could you explain
what you mean by that?" I typed into my keyboard. "Of course sub,
it will be my pleasure," she replies. "Over the last little while you have 

demonstrated qualities that I consider favorable.. So if you

think that you would like to wear my collar and become my

exclusive property, slave. Excepting that I am your owner and you

belong to me, and that you have to obey me. Then go ahead and ask me
to consider you for a collar." I read the print off a couple of times before
asking another question. "So, if I say yes Mistress consider me. Then
what happens?" I type in. After a minute or so of waiting, I see her
message appear across the screen. "Well sub, first I would take
several days to look back on our relationship and decide if you are
worthy of my training. If I decide that I would like you to wear my
collar. I would contact you to tell you the news. I would congratulate
you, then inform you that you're no longer a sub. You are now to
consider yourself and introduce yourself as my collared slave. We
would then have a conversation to make sure that you realize that I am
now going to be your Owner, and that you are now my property and that
you belong to me." I read the sentences on my screen.  I
continue to watch as more words appear.  "At this point sub, I will give
you one last chance to back out. If you wish to continue on, I will
then send you a slave contract. I usually give you a week to
consider it. I ask you to read every rule carefully so you understand the contract.
I am flexible, I will permit changes so that you are comfortable with
what you're agreeing to, because if you decide to continue sub. I will
not permit changes once you sign. Once the contract is signed I give
you a copy and put the original in my safe. Then, my dear, you belong to
me. My collared slave to torment and tease as I see fit." I gulp as I
finish reading. The words are both exciting me and scaring me at the
same time. It feels like there is a heartbeat in my crotch. I dreamed
of this happening to me. I will be a slave and I would have to obey my
Mistress. It's great. Then why am I shaking, is it because I have to
sign a contract, is that why I am nervous. Leaning back in my chair, I
take a sip of my coffee and just stare at the screen. Do I, or don't I
become her slave? After several minutes of reflection, I type. "May I
ask what you would have me do as your slave?" ten minutes tick by with
no reply. Did I say something wrong, is she gone? My heart starts to
race at the thought that I made her mad. Standing I pace at my chair
and swallow some more coffee. Taking a chance I look at the computer
screen. Nothing, nothing nothing, S appears on my screen. Grabbing my
chair I sit and start reading the letters O, R, R, Y. Sorry, she wrote
sorry my brain screams as I continue reading. "Sorry sub I had to take
a phone call. You want to know what I am going to do with you. Well, I
can't tell you everything but you will have to session with me on
Skype. I will require you to purchase a couple of smart-phone
controlled toys and items. Have some BDSM toys, and you will be using your 

phone to take me along on a shopping trip. But I can't ruin the surprise by telling 

you for what. Not just yet anyway. So sub did you have something to
ask? What should I do I thought as I read the screen a third time. Inhaling
I start to reply "Yes, Mistress, I do have a question. With respect
Mistress, would you please consider me to be your collared slave?"
"Wonderful" she types "I will get back to you in a few days with my
decision. I have to go now, sub. Behave for Mistress, Ok. Bye." and
she was gone. Holy crap what the hell am I get myself into this
time..........

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A gift for a friend

Okay I am being lazy this week. I have wrote a number of things for Mistress Cassidy. So for this week I am going to do something different. A friend of mine has told me about a particular fetish of his, So I compiled a montage of pictures for him. Enjoy, this is for you my friend.

If you mouth off in the ER. They will silence you.

Oh look! Two interest for the price of one

No fluff with black and white pictures. Now where do you think she is going with that needle

The Doctor is coming. She wants to have a look too

It time for your walk. Since it's such a nice day. I think we will go outside

If only you had co-operated. This would of been so much easier for you

Oh let me hold this for you. Don't worry it will only hurt a little. I promise 

Subject 86 is really producing well, I can't wait to tell the professor. She will be quite thrilled

A favorite fantasy

A favorite fantasy starts with me sitting at a poker table. I have been playing cards for awhile. Most of the player have already lost their money. In fact there is just me and two other women left at the table. It has been decided that this will be the last hand so the betting cap has been removed. 

We have gone around the table discarding and raising the pot. Finally I am sitting there holding four queens and the ace of spades. I feel very cocky because I have already discarded a king and the ace of diamonds. I feel that I can't lose so I make a big bet figuring I would scare and make the other
two player fold. 

The woman next to me falls for it and drops her cards. The woman across from me is a friend. She looks at her cards than at me and back at her cards and sighs and shakes her head no. I feel victory build in mea I am about to celebrate. Then I notice she is counting her chips."

I see your bet and raise you nine hundred." she says. "WHAT!!!" my mind screams "She bluffing" I say to myself as I watch her smile at me. I do a quick estimate of the pot and figure that there is about $4000 laying there I look at my hand then at the pot once again. I look across the table once more at my friend.

Her name is Holly. She is sitting back in her chair looking directly at me with a penetrating gaze and a devilish grin."is she bluffing or isn't she" race through my head. One more glance at my cards. Hell I can't fold with four queens and it's a pot of four grand.  "Alright I will call." I say. I start counting out my remaining chips.

Five hundred six, seven hundred and eighty, ninety. One, two, three, four,five, six. No no no this can't be happening. I am holding four queens and I can't cover the bet for a mere $104 dollars. "What's the matter boy, you don't have enough money baby?" Holly taunts me and blows me a small kiss with her ruby red lips. "Come on then fold. Let's get this game over with." Holly said sensing victory.

My head is racing. 4 thousand on the table, 4 queens

in my hand and I already discarded an ace and a king. I hold the high hand. That's when the light bulb in my head went on. "Alright then," I say "Table rules dictate we can only bet what we came to the table with. I purpose
Holly, if you agree. I will see the bet with my $796 dollars and me to makeup the difference."

A GASP! went around the room. Holly raises an eyebrow
and stared at me "let me get this straight. Your offering $796 and yourself to cover the bet. What does that mean?" Holly asked. Nervously I reply "You know. I belong to you. Understand?" "No!! I don't please explain."
Holly teased.

Holly and I have been friends a long time and we chatted
frequently. And from those conversations, I discovered she had a fetish for kink. She called it femdom. So I figured she would take the carrot. But it appears that she is going to make me work for it. "Ahhh! I would be, be
your you know servant." I said. "My servant you say, Hmmm for fourt thousand Naa! For that money, I need more." Holly replies.

Damn she going to make me say it "ok, ok not so fast. If I lose I have to be your slave" I blurt out. Holly smirks and leans in and puts her elbows on the table and gazes

right at me "Ahhh! This sounds interesting. How long are you willing to be my slave if I win?" "I thought a week would be fair," I reply.

"Haaa!!! Haaa!!! Haaa!!!" laughter echoes through the room. "No, no, no honey. For that kind of money, you have to give more than that. If you want me to really consider this. I want a month for every thousand
dollars." Holly counters.

I feel a burst of confidence now. She is trying to scare me into folding. "Alright, Holly I agree with your idea of a month for each thousand." I agree quite confidently. "Ok
then. I am going to list something's on paper of what I expect from my slave, and some rules to follow. If you agree to sign it. I agree to let you put it on the table to cover the bet. Do you agree? Say yes or no" Holly asks me.

I shake my head up and down and I say. "Yes, Holly
I agree." "Great! Jen would you get a pad anf write this down for me please," Holly asks of her dearest friend. Once Jen has the pad and a pen she nods that she is ready. "Ok first thing I am putting a money value of $500 on this document. Go ahead, write that down Jen. Now as
my slave I expect you to:

1: You will either call me Mistress Holly or Ma'am at all times
2: You have to obey me.
3: You will be my property. So you will live at my place for the duration of your slavery.
4: You will be put in bondage. That's ropes, chains, cuffs etc.
5: You will be naked for me always when we are inside.
6: You will dress the way I tell you too for going in public.
7: You will be required to wear my collar 24/7. I will provide a discreet one for public use,
8: You can expect to be punished. Whether by crop, paddle, flogger or whip.
9: You will be providing me with a limits list.
10: You agree to let me use my toys on you. Where and when I want.
11: You will agree to sign a slave contract within the next 72 hours.
12: You agree to start being my slave right away if I win the game.

Now date it Jen and put an X where he is to sign. One for where I am to sign. And one more for where you're going to sign as a witness." Holly then waits for Jen to finish writing everything and hands her the pad. Hollyr over everything. Smiles, and turns the pad to me, and says
"Your turn love." she smiles and hands me the pen.

I take a deep breath. I read through the list, and as I do so I am more convinced she is trying to bluff me into folding. Not going to happen I say to myself. Picking up the pen and put my name on the paper.

Holly quickly applies her name. Which is quickly followed by Jen's. Jen then lays the pad on the top of the pot, claps her hands and steps back.

"OK! Big boy lets see your cards." Holly orders. Feeling that I have her beat I toss my cards on the table and say "Read them and weep, baby." I lean back in my seat and smugly say "So what do you have, baby."

Holly frowns there is no more smile and she drops her shoulders in defeat. She turns over the 5 of hearts. "I knew she was bluffing," I say to myself. Next Holly turns over the two of hearts. Followed by the four of hearts. "She can't have it." I think to myself as she reveals
the 3 of hearts. Everyone was holding their breath. Then Holly looks straight into my eye and says. "In the future, I would remind you never to call me baby again!,SLAVE!! Now get the fuck out of those clothes bitch, So I can see what I have won, and then I'll have some real fun with you," Holly says as she throws down the ace of hearts.

"Yes, Mistress Holly," I say as I look at the Flush on the table. I stand up and start to remove my shirt. Meanwhile, I can see Mistress Holly pulling things from

her handbag. I see her bring out a ball gag, blindfold, collar and leash, nipple clamps, a paddle and a set of steal hand and ankle cuffs.

I swallow hard as I unfasten my jeans. Just then Jen says "Holly, I just finished counting the pot for you. There is $4800 cash and this agreement worth $500.$ That's $5300 you won. It looks like you have a slave for the next five months."

My pants fall to the floor.

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Club Surrender Chapter Four

"This will do on nicely." Mistress Nikki says as she hands Darleen this leather harness looking thing. Then returns to the closet to seek more stuff. My body starts to shake due to both anticipation and fear. I can't help but stare at the harness in Darleen's hands. There is little doubt in my mind as who will be wearing it. Then I hear Mistress Nikki exclaiming loudly. " Oh hell! These will work better than what I was originally going to use". Which did nothing to help my nervousness? I stand here in my bound nakedness as I watch Mistress Nikki pull out this long dildo. Then I see the next item and recognized it. She smiled at me when my eyes widen at the site of a butt plug. "Oh come on pet your not worried about a little old butt plug are you"? I shake my head no to her question. She then returns to searching the closet. After several minutes Nikki returns with a purple ball gag, a black blindfold and a set of headphones. A quick glance at my friend's expressions indicates that they are excited with what is about to happen. "Alrighty then." Said Nikki "Let's see about getting you ready then, slave. Now if you would please come to stand in front of me. Good and now turn to face the table". Once I did as told Nikki started working on my handcuffs. "Don't get any ideas of running off slave once I release your hand. That would be just plain silly, there's no place to go. Plus there are many people that would catch you before you reached the door. And all that fuss will just manage to piss me off. Resulting in a severe punishment for you." Nikki warned. "Do understand me, slave"? I nod my head and say "Yes Mistress." As I hear the click of the lock releasing my wrist. I sigh in relief as I
relax my arms in front of me. "Alright, then my slave. I want you to go lay face first across that bench, and then spread your legs wide." Order's Mistress Nikki as she points her outstretched arm and long finger at the bench. So with Darlene walk alongside me holding my lease, I walk over to the end of the table an lean my upper body into the cushioned top and stretching my arms out along the length of the table. I also followed my orders and spread my legs. "Come on dear you know that you can spread those legs wider. Let's go spread them some more." I hear Mistress evaluates me as she watches me press my tits into the table. Slowly I slip my feet further apart until I feel the beginning of my muscle burning from my legs being stretch. So I moan from the strain. "That will do slave." Says Nikki. "But if you move, I will be forced to put a spreader bar on you." I moan and lay my head on the table and resign myself to whatever whim these ladies have. As Nikki gives a bottle of lube to Kenzie she says "Ok dear, pull on these gloves and spread a lot of lube over and in that lovely ass." Kenzie pulls on one latex glove then the next. As she takes the lube she speaks to me. "Remember Caroline you agree to this." Then she giggled as she pours lube over my ass cheeks. Then spreading my cheeks and pour directly there too. "Don't forget to get lots stuffed up inside that hole too." Nikki orders. "After Kenzie is done lubing up those cheeks, would you remind this slave who is in charge and give that ass a good spanking." Darlene's eyes light up and a huge smile appears as Nikki finishes the sentence. But for the moment I am enjoying the massage my ass is getting as Kenzie rubs that warm oil into my tender cheeks. She pressed firmly and moved her hands back and forth in arcing loops. I just rested there not complaining, soaking it all in. "Yikes" I squeal as Kenzie moves from my cheeks and gently but firmly started to push her lubed finger into my tight little butt hole. Never being penetrated before I instinctively started to clench. "Relax slave this is going to happen. "Mistress Nikki tells me. Relaxing I allow myself to enjoy the feeling of Kenzie wiggle her finger all the way in and out again. She repeats this several times allowing my ass hole to relax some. Back and forth her finger worked. My heart is pumping a little faster and it feels so dam good. "Okay pour some more lube on and start using two fingers." Mistress Nikki directs Mistress Kenzie. "Hmmmmm!" I moan as I feel the second finger penetrate me. The pressure from the second finger stretching my hole was oddly arousing. It feels painful and good at the same time. So I start to rock back and forth as Kenzie with two fingers inserted started pumping my ass harder. "Is this really happing?" I think to myself as I feel the pleasure of what is happening start to build towards a climax.
SMACK, SMACK. "OWW!"  I Yelp as Mistress Darlene deliver her first two whacks to the tender flesh of my butt cheeks. "OWW, OWW, OWW!!!" I sigh again and as Darlene lands whack after whack. Each sting painful slap sets my cheeks ablaze. With each blow, my ass burns a little hotter. As Darlene lands blow after blow, Kenzie continues to thrust her two fingers in and out of my pussy whipping me into a frenzy. The constant thrust of fingers into my ass and the spanking I was getting was driving me closer and closer to an orgasm. "Oh Fuck" I yell uncharacteristically for me. "I am going to cum!" "Alright, ladies stop everything. Let her catch her breath." Mistress Nikki says to my friends stopping the assault on me. "Oh please no! Don't stop now. I need to cum so bad. Please make me cum." I plead for just a little more stimulation and I instinctively try to reach back to finish the
job. WOLUP! Mistress Nikki's crop cracks across my two butt cheeks. "OOOW !!" I cry out as Darlene blocks my hand from reaching its destination. With a slightly more forceful voice, I hear Mistress Nikki says "Now my little girl! Slaves will not orgasm without permission. You will not release until the three of us gives you permission to. Am I making myself clear slave?" I nod yes and rest my head on the bench. My lungs still pumping hard as I suck in air to catch my breath. "Dam! Caroline, are you doing ok?" Darlene asks, Once again I nod my head yes. Seeing the positive head nod Darlene returns to character What was that slave? I didn't hear you." I answer "Yes!" Landing a firm slap on my left butt cheek and Darlene playing the Domme perfectly says "Yes what slave? Darlene wickedly demands of me. "Hmmmm!  yes, Mistress." I meekly reply fearing yet another jolting slap to my already throbbing butt cheeks. "Much better slave," Darlene replies with a smile.
"I think she ready for the toy Mistress," Kenzie says to Nikki. "You're right Mistress." Nikki response and the two have a quick giggle over what their about to do to me. I feel a ripple of anticipation rip through me when Nikki tells Kenzie "Ok if you will do us the honor then dear. Would
you have this cute slave get the plug ready with her mouth so we can fill her cute little tushie hole with it." I couldn't believe my ears as Kenzie excitedly says "Oh my god, you can bet your ass I will." and is then promptly holding the butt plug to my mouth. "You heard the lady slave, get this thing ready for heaven's sakes. As I stare at the toy before my lips a thought races my mind. Do I really want to continue doing this? I know all I have to do is say the save word if I want to stop. NO! I think to myself. I have always had dreams of being a slave like this. I open my mouth and swallow as much of the butt plug as I can. Gagging slightly I pull back and then go down again. I worked away on that plug for a few minutes. Switching between deep swallows and long licks from the base to the tip of the toy. I get the feeling my owners are pleased with the show that is why they just let me go. But all fun things come to an end when Nikki motion to Kenzie and pointing at my waiting hole. Mistress Darlene helps by firm grabbing my ass cheeks and spreading them wide. Effectively giving Mistress Kenzie an unrestricted path to my defenseless little hole. Mistress Kenzie still holding the plug to my mouth tells me to keep the plug wet in my mouth while she checks on my ass. I am creating a lot of saliva with the plug in my mouth so keeping the butt plug wet was not a problem. Mistress Kenzie started waves of anticipation as she starts massaging lube around my ass hole once again. I lay my head on the table in a wonderful dreamy state and stretch my arms out before me waiting for the penetration I knew that was coming. Mistress's Nikki surprise's me as she suddenly grabs both my wrist and pulls my arms tightly toward her locking me in place........ To be continued

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Chapter One: https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2018/01/club-surrender.html

A spring poem

This is just something silly I wrote. You could say it is the second part to the one I did in December

Twas spring in the Claus household and Mrs. Claus has planned something new and bold. The workshop has been changed for a slightly different type of show so I have been told. You see after she gave all the elves a few days off for some well deserved rest. She went right to work to make a new love nest. She replaced all the bright red curtain with some made of black satin and lace. She can hardly wait to see the expression on her husband's cherry face. All the shiny bells, wrapping paper and bright ribbons and bows were all stashed away to make room for some new toys to be used in some kinky play. Oh what a grin Santa would of have if he only knew what his wife has planned for him today. All the hammers and nails, paint and sticks have been moved to make room for cuffs and clamps and a cage for a slave's dick. So after planning for weeks Mrs Claus will be giving her new slave Santa, permission to speak. So he can tell his friends how he got his new rosy red cheeks. Now with the help from an elf's wrench, Mrs Claus finished building Santa's new bondage bench.

Our sweet Mrs Claus then changes into her leather corset and heels. She also opens a new collar and leash, which she got for a steal,Then with a crack of her newly acquired whip, we finally get to meet Mistress Claus standing tall with a hand on her hip. Now as she waits for her slave to return home. Mistress Claus has one last trick for her big jolly nome. Knock knock at the door there is. Mrs. Claus opens it quickly because of this. For standing in the cold waits none other than New England's greatest Domme. One Mistress Cassidy who according to some is the best mistress with a dot com. She is there to help Mistress Claus remind Santa who will be in charge of his hairy sack and balls, and to assure that he won't be able to answer any calls. Then just as I'm about to take a drink of my pop I hear Santa enter his shop, where he loudly exclaim "Ho, ho, ho my god, mistresses please have mercy on my old cock." Which is then followed by a very loud CRACK!!!  that scared our slave out of his socks. Well by now I figure that old Santa is tightly gag and bound. So I take it upon myself to inform you that Santa doesn't want to be found, and in the days final light, I get to wish one and all a flogging Good Night.



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