Finally I had the place to myself. The family are gone to visit the in-laws. So it gave me ample time to do my punishment, for the first five things on my confession list.
I guess I should start by telling you what Mistress Cassidy came up with for my punishment.
First I had to get 3 or 5 lbs bag of rice. Now I am ordered to kneel
on that bag of rice. While being punished I have to wear panties.
Mistress gave me the choice of putting clothes on over the panties or
wearing panties only. Due to other parts of this punishment, I chose
panties only. So now clad in a pair of rose colored panties. I am now
prepared for the next part. While kneeling on the bag of rice, I have to
listen to the erotic hypnosis file that caused me to orgasm. While
listening to the file I have to masturbate, from the start of the file
to the end. Of course I blow a load while listening to a 56 minute file.
And as fate will have it Mistress order me not to orgasm. Mistress also
indicates that if I feel like I am going to ejaculate I have to stop,
go to the sink and run my hands under cold water until my urge to
orgasm stops. I am then required to start the file at the beginning and
do the punishment from the top again.
Lucky for
me I have a very understanding owner. Due to a medical disability I am
unable to kneel or stand for a very long time. Mistress did not leave me
off the hook, but she did amend it. Instead of kneeling I was permitted
to sit and alternate my bare feet back and forth on top of the bag of
rice. Now we had to solve the next problem. Any of you who have read my
other blogs know I suffer from ED. So conventional masturbation was out.
So we resorted to tormenting my nipples with an old electric
toothbrush. I must say that I felt really ridiculous sitting at my
kitchen table in only a pair of rose panties. My phone on the table next
to me and earbuds stuck in my ears. Feet resting on a bag of rice and
the electric toothbrush in my hand. Just the picture you would love to
send to mom right. Now I have some confession to make. I know I got off
easy by not having to kneel on the bag of rice. Being able to sit and
alternate my feet back and forth every couple of minutes made the rice
bearable, almost easy.
Now back when I did my
week long blog on nipple torture I was taking supplement from a MLM
company which was supposedly going to help my leg pain. It helped my
legs a bit, but boy did they ever jump start my libido. I have not felt
that horny since my 30s. Those supplement is what led me to be a happy
collared slave. But sadly for money reason I had to discontinue use of
the supplement six weeks a go. So when I did this punishment my nipples
were not as sensitive as they were then. If I had to do this punishment
six weeks a go. The electric toothbrush on my nipples while listening to
the file would of had me on the edge in a few minutes. But right now
the toothbrush stimulating my nipples still drive me crazy, but just the
same, I was able to tolerate it longer.
This
last confession is sure to get me in more trouble with Mistress Cassidy.
I did not tell her this before hand, because I did not what her to have
to make alterations again because of my disability. You see after
sitting in a kitchen chair for twenty minutes my legs start to cramp up
and ache. Twice during this punishment I pushed myself way pass my
tolerance level. This result in me having to stop and laying down until
the spasms stopped. I am sure my Mistress will have a consequence for me
not mentioning my chair limit an altering the punishment without
permission.
But with that all said I did do the
punishment. Three times I had to restart that file because I came
dangerously close to cumming. After soaking my hands in cold water and
the fear of a orgasm passed. I would take a break before trying again.
Right now I want to go on recorded and say I never want to hear the
first 38 minutes of that file again. I will say I like teasing my
nipples with an electric toothbrush. My only regret is that I did not
have two brush to play with my nipples at the same time. The hypnodomme
was a pleasure to listen to for a while. But if it is the same file over
and over again all afternoon, it become almost torturous. I still don't
understand the human body. How can playing with your nipples stir the
need to cum in a cock that can't get hard. So after spending all
afternoon torturing myself and being only dressed in panties, I had to
figure out how to complete the punishment before my family returned
home. To get by the leg clamping, I chose to lay down on my bed and
continue to listen to the file and tease my nipples. I did come close to
the edge a few times but I managed not to. After close to 5 hours of
tormenting my mind, I finally heard the hypndomme bring me out of trance
and end the file and the punishment. I had an interesting time mentally
and physically trying to complete this.
So for
now I guess I am free. I just have to dwell on what Mistress has in mind for me next. When Mistress Cassidy tells me what the
punishment for the last five confession on my list will be. I am going to inform you
here. I will also let you know what I have to do because I sent 10 items
when I was suppose to only send five. Or just maybe Mistress Cassidy will be a sweetie and leave me off the hook completely.
I now have to
ask. Do you think this slave broke any rules by having a wet dream while
thinking about his afternoon while he rested in his bed before falling asleep that night. Let me know.
