My Christmas list
Happy holidays to all.
It is hard for me to believe a year has gone by since I started to tell
others of my submissive desires. Not to mention becoming a collared slave
as well. It has been a year of pleasure and a lot of challenges. No, I am not
going to do a year in review. Just the opposite, I want to express my wishlist
for the coming year. I have no request for money or lavish gifts
or material things at all. But I do wish for a brighter safer future
for all of us. A world free of senseless violence. Where a parent can
let their children play at the local park without fearing if they' re
ok. I wish to never see another commercial of an individual without food,
water, and shelter and please don't tell me there is a shortage of
stuff because there are landfills full of wasted food. There is so
much thrown out from our restaurants, nursing homes, and even our own
kitchens. That could be used to prepare meals in food banks and soup
kitchens. As for water, we have fresh water glaciers melting and
falling into the sea. Isn't there someone in our world of smart
thinkers that could come up with a way to harvest that resource. That's
my wish for humanity now something lighter for me. I have enjoyed a
great year as an LDR slave and look forward to the task ahead. But
with that being said I still have a need to be tied up. Edged and
tease. Feel the sting of a flogger and cast into silence and darkness
with gags and blindfolds. So for that reason, I wish to put some of my
smartphone controlled theories into practice. I also wish to find the
courage to attend a local munch or slosh. So I can meet local people
who share my interest. Who, in turn, may help me experience my first
live bondage scene. I would love to see a fetish theme party from
the end of my collar and leash. Or go so far as being bound and on
display as a Domme's plaything. For sure this year this wish has to
come through. It the reason I first join kink social media. I so need
to become an LDR hypnotized slave. In which through trance and some
triggers, I could easily be led into my Owners dungeon deep in my
mind. I wish that my LDR training will keep me so busy that I will
have to wear panties just about every day as I do assignments for my
Owner. I wish to try serving via Skype. I bet nothing beats the
stern look of a mistress as you come before her just about naked.
I wish that some mythical reason could either bring mistress to visit me in my
country or find a way for me to serve in hers.
But last I wish the medical intervention I am taking will have a
positive outcome on my disability. Empowering me more to become the
best LDR slave possible.
Here to a safe and happy holiday season.
Bye.
slave allan.
Out with the old and in with the new
As a slave, it has been quiet. With everything that everyone has on the go between now and the second of January. I have chosen to not distract mistress and her time with those dear to her, by looking for a task to do. There will be plenty of time to do kinky things in the new year. It's nice that even with the hustle and bustle of the holiday session we find a few brief hours where not many people care about the troubles that plague humanity. It remarkable how simple life becomes. We in the north sit snuggled in a warm blanket sipping on a hot drink. Our friend in the south put on their swimsuit and sunblock and enjoy some festive drinks sitting next to the pool. There's the humor of children running and playing, and the adult looking at the calendar wondering how many more days before school resumes. For a week a year all of us seem to find our inner youth that time manages to hid from us the rest of the year. Often I imagine that I am in my twenties expressing my submissive desires with all the equipment in prime working condition. Unlike now when foreplay means looking for a bottle of pills or maybe strapping on a penis pump to help move things along. I think it is funny no matter how old we are we fantasize about sex or kink like a 20 something-year-old. Our brains are saying yaaa baby, even as our aching joint filled body scream out, what the hell do you think your doing. In my mind I see myself with my arms stretched high above my head forcing my naked body up onto my toes, with my legs spread wide. A vibrating wand tied to my leg keep and endless sensation humming through my cock and balls, helping me to keep a massive erection. Every feeling in my body amplified by the black blindfold which blocks out my site, causing the clover nipple clamps to feel a little more menacing. Then reality hits when I open my eyes and look down and say "where did the time go" looking at a package that will only work if jolted with a blue pill and hands with joints so stiff I can't open the bottle holding the needed blue pills. At least the biggest sex organ in my body (the brain) still works great. It would be a travesty if older slaves were banned from fantasizing about the kinky things they still want to do. To think that at 49 to get the feeling of an orgasm, is by torturing my nipples. This upcoming new year I hope to finally start feeling submissively whole by using hypnosis to train my brain to be a great slave. So here's a cheer to the coming new year and may everyone get to experience their biggest fetish desire.
Happy New Year
slave allan
slave allan
A simple kinky holiday tale
T'was the night before Christmas and all through Mistress's dungeon.
Not a slave was moving for Mistress has bound and gagged them all
so she could have a silent night.
Her floggers were all hung neatly on the wall waiting for the upcoming
fetish ball.
Her gags which she has many lined there shelf always at the ready.
The nipple clamps all hanging nicely in a row,as a decoration or for a show,
I will never really know.
All her electric toys lay silent for now. Waiting patiently to make some slave
whimper or glow.
All her dungeon furniture has been polished to a high shine, All in anticipation
for a client that soon will be there.
Mistress also knows that this client is so lively and quick, that she will waste no
time tying him down lickty split.
For tonight she is sessioning with jolly St Nick.
Happy Holidays and bless you all
slave allan
Not a slave was moving for Mistress has bound and gagged them all
so she could have a silent night.
Her floggers were all hung neatly on the wall waiting for the upcoming
fetish ball.
Her gags which she has many lined there shelf always at the ready.
The nipple clamps all hanging nicely in a row,as a decoration or for a show,
I will never really know.
All her electric toys lay silent for now. Waiting patiently to make some slave
whimper or glow.
All her dungeon furniture has been polished to a high shine, All in anticipation
for a client that soon will be there.
Mistress also knows that this client is so lively and quick, that she will waste no
time tying him down lickty split.
For tonight she is sessioning with jolly St Nick.
Happy Holidays and bless you all
slave allan
Random stuff from an LDR slave
Well, it is December and everyone is running like crazy preparing for Christmas. In part that is one of the reasons for the reduced workload for this slave. That and some personal reasons I asked Mistress for the reprieve, which she gave me. So being happy that my Owner was so kind. I resigned a contract to be Mistress Cassidy's collared slave from January 2018 to January 2019. It is still hard to get my head around. For a year I am owned by someone. A slave, a plaything for Mistress. I am collared and my will belongs to Mistress Cassidy. One part of the contract states that my Owner words are my laws. So if I am ordered to wear a cage and nipple clamps under my clothes and do my shopping. I don't have a choice. I am in for a different kind of shopping trip.
Over the last couple of months, I have researched smartphone devices that could be used for my training. It would be fun to put some of my theories to the test. I already purchased a smart vibrator that Ma'am might test out on her slave when she has time some cold winter night. My contract says that every six months I have to get a new smartphone-controlled device. This time I have to. buy smart padlocks. I think it would be fun to be in bondage with my release depending on Mistress Cassidy pressing the unlock button in another country. In fact, I would hope to submit to other smartphone controlled pleasure and pain over the course of my service to my Owner. But of course, that is up to my Owner how she uses her slave.
Owner, Mistress, slave even after six months of being an LDR slave it is overwhelming to think that I have agreed to belong to another person. Their property to be used as they see fit. It is a humbling feeling that 24\7 I could receive a command to perform a task. For example this month even with the reprieve I was instructed to join a new social website. www.fetwall.com and in my profile I have to tell everyone I am owned and a collared slave. Which is not all that bad because hey who knows I could always be told to write a piece on how I feel about wearing panties while I work for Mistress. And I would have to write it because come January 1 there will be 525 600 minutes in which an order can be given that I will have to do.
Oh darn, I just remember that I screwed up. My contract says that on any new social profile I have to indicate that I am a registered slave and type in my ID. number, Sadly I forgot to do that on Fetwall. Well, that is something I will have to discloses to my owner in an email. I suppose I could go and change the profile and not say anything. But that is not the right thing to do. As a slave, I have to tell my Owner whenever I make a mistake. To just try and hide it would be dishonest and destroy the all-important trust between Owner and slave.
From reading Mistress Cassidy blog I know that Mistress is busy this month and probably will not have much time for her LDR slave. So I may not be writing about doing any task. But my resolution for the new year is to be writing in this blog a couple of time a week. Hopefully, it will be mostly scene related things Mistress has trained me in but I will still be writing some fiction to. I was about to post a new chapter about Club Surrender but somehow deleted it after spending several weeks working on it. So grudgingly I have started to retype it. So keep an eye out for that. I also have to get discipline and work at my weight again. Due to personal reasons, I have not been following healthy eating patterns. That personal problem has also caused the depression to resurface resulting in falling back into some bad hygiene habits. This is the first time I have disclosed this regression to anyone including to my owner. I hope that with some help from my owner by keeping my mind busy, and the love of other close people, I will be able to turn things around in the new year. As soon as the brain starts working right I will build that new blog page to keep track of my healthy living and how Mistress Cassidy is coaching me through it.
I am going to leave it there, for now, To all have a safe and happy Christmas and may we all have a fun (and kinky) New Year.
Over the last couple of months, I have researched smartphone devices that could be used for my training. It would be fun to put some of my theories to the test. I already purchased a smart vibrator that Ma'am might test out on her slave when she has time some cold winter night. My contract says that every six months I have to get a new smartphone-controlled device. This time I have to. buy smart padlocks. I think it would be fun to be in bondage with my release depending on Mistress Cassidy pressing the unlock button in another country. In fact, I would hope to submit to other smartphone controlled pleasure and pain over the course of my service to my Owner. But of course, that is up to my Owner how she uses her slave.
Owner, Mistress, slave even after six months of being an LDR slave it is overwhelming to think that I have agreed to belong to another person. Their property to be used as they see fit. It is a humbling feeling that 24\7 I could receive a command to perform a task. For example this month even with the reprieve I was instructed to join a new social website. www.fetwall.com and in my profile I have to tell everyone I am owned and a collared slave. Which is not all that bad because hey who knows I could always be told to write a piece on how I feel about wearing panties while I work for Mistress. And I would have to write it because come January 1 there will be 525 600 minutes in which an order can be given that I will have to do.
Oh darn, I just remember that I screwed up. My contract says that on any new social profile I have to indicate that I am a registered slave and type in my ID. number, Sadly I forgot to do that on Fetwall. Well, that is something I will have to discloses to my owner in an email. I suppose I could go and change the profile and not say anything. But that is not the right thing to do. As a slave, I have to tell my Owner whenever I make a mistake. To just try and hide it would be dishonest and destroy the all-important trust between Owner and slave.
From reading Mistress Cassidy blog I know that Mistress is busy this month and probably will not have much time for her LDR slave. So I may not be writing about doing any task. But my resolution for the new year is to be writing in this blog a couple of time a week. Hopefully, it will be mostly scene related things Mistress has trained me in but I will still be writing some fiction to. I was about to post a new chapter about Club Surrender but somehow deleted it after spending several weeks working on it. So grudgingly I have started to retype it. So keep an eye out for that. I also have to get discipline and work at my weight again. Due to personal reasons, I have not been following healthy eating patterns. That personal problem has also caused the depression to resurface resulting in falling back into some bad hygiene habits. This is the first time I have disclosed this regression to anyone including to my owner. I hope that with some help from my owner by keeping my mind busy, and the love of other close people, I will be able to turn things around in the new year. As soon as the brain starts working right I will build that new blog page to keep track of my healthy living and how Mistress Cassidy is coaching me through it.
I am going to leave it there, for now, To all have a safe and happy Christmas and may we all have a fun (and kinky) New Year.
Bye.
slave allan
slave allan
A LDR Owners long reaching punishment tool
You’re sure that you can unlock it with your phone
right."
"Don't worry slave I assure you that we are going to
have a great time. You trust Mistress now don't you."
"Oh yes Mistress, I trust you completely. It just feels
weird to be locked
in something and the only way out is in another country. But
at this point
I guess I don't have a choice in the matter."
"That right slave you belong to me and you will do what
I tell you to do.
Do you have the smart vibrating cock ring on.”?
"Yes, Mistress. I also have the remaining 4 locks you
sent me here too. I am
naked and wearing the wrist and ankle cuff just like you
ordered."
"That pleases me a lot slave. Did you install the under
the bed bondage kit?
like I asked slave."
"I have Mistress? Is the camera focus right for you to
Mistress.”?
"Yes, slave I have a perfect view. Are you ready to get
going?"
"I guess so, at this point I can't back out."
"That's correct slave, you will follow my wishes to the
letter. Do you
understand stand me, slave?"
"I understand Mistress."
"That's a good slave. Now take two of the locks and put
them on your ankle
cuffs."
"Click! Click! Ok, Mistress, I'm done."
"Your making Mistress happy slave. Now lay back on the
bed and get
comfortable. That's right. Now pull down the blindfold and
put the
remaining locks on
your wrist. let me know when your done slave."
"Are you sure these locks are going to work
Mistress."
"Did I not just answer that question slave. You either
trust me slave or
you don't. Which is it, slave?"
"I trust you, Mistress. Click, Click! I am done, Mistress.
All locked up
like you asked Mistress."
"Good slave, everything looks good to me here too. Here
we go then."
MMMMMMMMMMMMM! "That vibrating cock ring must feel
good. Am I right slave?"
"Oooooooh! yes, it does Mistress."
"Very well then slave. Listen carefully, you need my
permission to cum. So
when you are getting close you better start begging me to
let you cum. Do
you understand me, slave?"
"Awwwww! Ye-yes Mistress!"
"That's a good slave. Now let's find out how you handle
that thing on your
cock set on medium."
Click! Zzzzzzzzz "Oh my god Mistress, that's going to
make me cum."
"You don't have permission to cum. I think I'll have
some more fun with
you. Let's turn this thing up to high! Click!
Buzzzzzzzzzz! " Aaaaaaaa fuck I can't hold it, Mistress.
Please
Mistress, please let me cum. I will do anything Mistress.
Aaaaaaa Oh I can't hold
it much longer Mistress. I'm going to
cum. Please, please may I cum?"
ZAAAPPP!!!!!!
"Owwwww, what the hell was that Mistress?"
"That my poor little slave is your new electric
training collar. Heh heh
heh, did I not mention it before you put the lock on?"
"No Mistress you did not."
"I did tell you, slave, you needed permission to cum.
That little zap did the
trick of stopping you from orgasming. Just look at that dick
of yours
twitching like crazy looking for that last little bit of
sensation to make
it cum. I guess Mistress will just have to start the
vibrations again and
repeat the cycle over and over. Teasing you to the edge,
just to jolt you
at the last minute to keep you from cumming. Yes, I think
that would amuse
me for the next three or four hours. It's not like you have
a choice in the
matter. All tied up like that my lovely long distant slave.
So, slave who
is in charge?" Zaaaapppp!
"Auuuugggghh, you are Mistress. Please have mercy
Mistress."
"That's right slave. Mistress owns you now. As for
mercy, I have a feeling
you will do a better job begging for it soon enough."
Click!
Buuuuzzzzzzzzz!!!
"Aaaaaaawwwwwww!"
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It's all a piece of fiction but it is how I imagine a scene playing out. An LDR D/s relationship does have challenges. So, I started writing blogs on how to use smartphone devices to add to the Long-Distance Training of a slave. I covered many things to stimulate and tease a slave. But I never really covered the punishment side of things. As much as BDSM can be fun a slave needs to remember they are owned by their dominant. And there is a consequence to misbehaving. In a typical LDR scene punishment range from time out to writing lines or kneel on rice. But to be able to punish a slave right in the moment. Like swing a paddle. But when a distance is a factor a paddle is useless. That is when I thought of pet training electric collars. And more to the point smartphone controlled collars. I don't believe they exist yet, but I imagine a collar that looks like a choker or jewelry. At the on slot of a long-distance relationship, the slave would have to agree to be lock into one of these collars. The lock is controlled by a smartphone of course. Since the slave signed a contract agreeing to be owned as a collared slave, they would be required to wear will know that any undesirable behavior could be corrected immediately with a touch of a button. I know that being an LDR slave myself, I would definitely think twice about doing something that would displease my Owner. I guess a locking cock cage could be equipped with a means to shock a key holder LDR slave too to ensure complete submission.
It's all a piece of fiction but it is how I imagine a scene playing out. An LDR D/s relationship does have challenges. So, I started writing blogs on how to use smartphone devices to add to the Long-Distance Training of a slave. I covered many things to stimulate and tease a slave. But I never really covered the punishment side of things. As much as BDSM can be fun a slave needs to remember they are owned by their dominant. And there is a consequence to misbehaving. In a typical LDR scene punishment range from time out to writing lines or kneel on rice. But to be able to punish a slave right in the moment. Like swing a paddle. But when a distance is a factor a paddle is useless. That is when I thought of pet training electric collars. And more to the point smartphone controlled collars. I don't believe they exist yet, but I imagine a collar that looks like a choker or jewelry. At the on slot of a long-distance relationship, the slave would have to agree to be lock into one of these collars. The lock is controlled by a smartphone of course. Since the slave signed a contract agreeing to be owned as a collared slave, they would be required to wear will know that any undesirable behavior could be corrected immediately with a touch of a button. I know that being an LDR slave myself, I would definitely think twice about doing something that would displease my Owner. I guess a locking cock cage could be equipped with a means to shock a key holder LDR slave too to ensure complete submission.
Would this not be a great reality for us closet submissive that for one reason or another cannot fulfill our desires to serve an owner in real life. I can tell you right now that if Mistress Cassidy could have offered this arrangement, I would be hard-pressed not to agree to be locked in one
But at this time all I can find are the bulky pet training collars with the large electro with the two spikes protruding out of it. Hardly the kind of thing a slave could wear 24/7 and in public. But in a private setting, it could be fun. The shortfall it is just a toy for play. These collars can't be used to control you slave on a daily basis. Unless your slave has no problem being in public wear a bulky training collar.
This collar is the only one that comes close to matching what I would envision. Of course, the collar itself does not meet the requirement to suit everyday 24\7 wearing, because it does not look like jewelry. The electro, on the other hand, is small enough to be worn at the back of the neck hidden under one’s hair or below a collar on a shirt. All it would need to become a true training tool for an Owner is a discreet smartphone controlled locking collar. As an LDR slave I can see myself wearing something like this all the time, knowing full well Mistress could give me some assignment to do. And that I could be shocked at any time for failing my task, carries some appeal to me. And like the fictional story at the beginning of this post. I could very well see myself having an orgasm snatched from me by a strong jolt just as I think I reached that point of no return. And just like in the story I would be left there unable to reach my twitching member, and enduring Mistress evil torture of stimulating and jolting pain. What more could an LDR slave wish for? An added bonus to having your LDR slave in one of these concept idea collars, is the added comfort of having real-time data on your property. As I was researched the various types of collars I discovered that many models have other options other than zapping you slave. One feature I like a lot is the GPS tracker. When being an LDR slave, you have to remember that you belong to your Owner. The GPS now gives an Owner a fix on their property. The GPS can further make your slave feel submissive by limiting their movements. Just think of it, a slave could be restricted to their home, their neighborhood or even their city or town. To know if your slave wants to go see their sports team in the next city they need your permission to go because you have a GPS on them. Or how submissive they will feel if you say no. And if they dear defy you it will be a long game once you start zapping them. I could see an Owner punishing a slave by letting their property get to the game. Letting them get away with defying you for the first part of the game. Then start sending the punishing jolts. After the first few reminders of who the boss is, send a text saying they either head home right away or face the consequences. This would humble any slave, and if they got a ride to the game with friends, now the slave must start begging their friends to go. Not a position I would like to put myself in. Another feature on some pet training collars is the fitness readers. With this, an owner can tell if their slave is active or being a couch potato. As in my case, my owner is helping me with my weight problem. Now if I had to wear one of these smart collars my owner would know my heart rate and blood pressure. How many calories I burned which is a task itself if you have a target set each day. And a lot of these devices measure the amount of distance the pet moved that day. Now have the device reprogrammed to count step taken. That way an Owner can give a slave a target step count for reach each day. The Owner with the shocking feature in their hand can motivate a slave to meet their daily goals. Once again cementing a long-distance slave's submission to their Owner. The third feature that comes to mind is the identification tag. But in a slave’s collar, it could say more than just the slave's name and address. It could also be programmed that an Owner can leave a message on it. Here is a fictional scene. An Owner orders their LDR slave to attend a play party at a nearby fetish club. Now within the scene, the slave's collar would be easily recognizable. So, one of the clubs dominant staff can use a scanner to read the collar. The slave's Owner could leave directions on the collar as to what they want their slave subjected to. Who knows that one day that the club could come up with a way to record collar. But who knows where technology will take us. But whichever way we go. There will be some clever Owner out there that will find a way to use the newest and greatest technological toy to further train their totally submissive slave.
Bye
slave allan
slave allan
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