I was going to start off this blog with doing a challenge. I was going to clip clothes pins to my balls. There was the plastic ruler that I was going to hit my cock and balls with. I even found a small rope which I was going to tie my balls with and wear under my clothes and panties while I went shopping. All this to experience cock and ball torture or cbt for short for this assignment from Mistress Cassidy. In the end, I back out. It was not an official order from Ma’am so I have not broken any rules. I just figured no one would want to see proof photos of me doing these things, and not having an erection due to my male member problem.
By following some FetLife group discussions on cbt, I discovered like everything else with bdsm there is a wide variety of practices encompassing the cbt kink. You can go from the very tame of slapping the balls, or go to the extreme of using needles and knives to cause pain and draw blood. I would say I would stick to the milder side of the fetish. I would guess that the sensation of clips an clamp on the balls would fell a lot like having the same things attached to your nipples, which most of you reading this know I rather enjoy.
I must say I stepped out side of my rules and watched a few video clips on cbt. I can say with quite certainty I am not interested in the hanging of heavy weight off my balls or anything with needles or knives. However, I would love to be restrained and have candle wax dripped on me. I am not quite sure what I think of trampling. On one side having your Domme towering over you with and evil grin on her face as to what she is about to do to you is a very addictive. But when you watch the narrow end of Mistress high heel shoe come crushing down between your nuts, well that made me cringe. The last time I cringed like that is when I watched the movie Misery and it was the sledge hammer scene. The whole concept of ball busting I am still deliberating on and will write about at a late time.
The more sensual part of cbt is were I am most interested in. The practice of edging the cock to the to the brink of orgasm repeatedly, keeping a prolong erection and never knowing if my owner will stop the frustration with an orgasm. I believe that time more or less stops for the slave, and that the only thing that exist in that slave mind, is the never-ending ache in his groin. Followed with the fleeting hope of an eventual release. The flip side is forced orgasms. That is the practice of making the slave cum again and again in rapid succession. I have never experienced this ever. Even with masturbation, I never tried to do this. From what I have read the first few orgasms are very enjoyable, but as the Mistress continues to stimulate the penis it will get super sensitive. So long as the penis is being stroked, the more painful it gets for the poor slave. I hope to have the opportunity to experience both torments someday in the future.
There is a sort of play I am going to have to talk to Mistress Cassidy about. I am having a problem understanding urethral sounds. Having something shoved down you pee hole must hurt like hell, but the size of some of these sounds are mind blowing. After talking to Ma’am, I will have to decide if this is something I would like to try. I wonder how many slaves use their safe words with this torture. Just imagine being tied up by your Domme and she tells you she is going to shove metal rods up your cock hole. Then when you think it is over, your owner has a little bit bigger rod to start the torture over again. By the look of the kit that the sounds come in, your mistress has at lease a dozen that she could use on your tormented cock.
The last item of cbt I am going to touch on is electro stimulation play. After having your cock slapped, whipped, tied, burnt with wax, trampled and violated with urethral sounds. Some Mistress thought it would be fun to zap your cock with electricity. That’s right slap a couple of leads to your balls and turning on the juice. Followed by her laughing as she watches your cock spasm in agony, only to decided that her slave can take some more and turns up the intensity some more with her remote unit. Oh, remember those urethral sounds I mentioned. Well someone invented some that are electrified. So now your cock can be tortured from the inside out with electricity. So, when your Mistress is done torturing you. She can have a snack on a trampled sack of crushed nuts and a roasted sausage to go with her glass of wine.
Somehow, I get the feeling if I was a RL collared slave instead of a LDR slave. Mistress Cassidy would have me in her play space, where I am sure I would be subjected to a lot of these tortures. All consensual of course 😊
